I thought I would be because I had missed my friends badly. In fact, I remembered last year when my seniors were having KI, I had prayed that the next KI would be on the very next day. The thought of having Tamil Kannada Hindi nights was once upon a time a bliss to me. But now, such feeling seemed to have faded off.
Maybe, the reason being that there was too much of paper work to get ready in too short a time as the announcement had only been made at the eleventh hour.
Or perhaps it's because this time I'm not coming back in 1 piece, or you can say 1 family as I have not been emotionally stable of late. I could barely breathe in regular intervals!
Breathing in irregular intervals - this phenomenon is familiar. I always experience that whenever there's a stage performance and meeting up with old friends. But in the end I'll manage to conquer it because I fully surrender myself to Him. It is miraculous when I put my trust on Jesus.
I can't believe that holidays are over.
I will have to return to KTT tomorrow, which I have to start preparing myself mentally now.
"I will study and get ready and the opportunity will come."
I had wanted to end my holidays with a big smile. Yet, they had turned ugly when John showed me a short clip from Happy Tree Friends. Memories about Happy Tree Friends were jagged at first since my memory power is deteriorating. But then, eventually the video became vivid and horrifying when I began to set my eyes on that clip from iTunes.
Who created Happy Tree Friends?!? Mann you are a savagely violent brute!