At this point I feel finding a job can be demotivating.
They either want a lady, or long term ones.
I want to go to gym, everyone turns a deaf ear to it. I have to do push ups and make do with the dumbbells(which are rusted and not heavy enough) at home. And run to the nearest field to do pull ups.
I have to wash socks that aren't mine. They don't have to wash them and they're earning $$$. I have to wash them because I'm unemployed.
Freedom is being able to do anything without being accountable to anyone. I guess I was so accustomed to that, that switching it back can be strenuous.
Maybe I am whining because of the unfavourable replies I got today.
Or maybe because I'm worried about the future. What if, I can't provide for you, that one day you feel, you can't see our future, like how some felt and did what they think was best.
*Laughs* Who is the insecure one now?🙋