Thursday, February 16, 2017

How it all started // From the bf's perspective

So the gf wrote about her side of the story of how it all started.

Now the story shall be retold to you on my account.

Well, I am not an eloquent speaker, what more a good writer. But I know, my side of the story will be much shorter, maybe because I can't really describe those moments, how I felt. Or maybe I don't overthink like her, or most girls. Oopsie hehehe. 

I guess I can only describe my feelings as the usual happy, sad, excited, angry. But Rae being the more expressive one, and without a doubt the more English one, gives her the extra edge to dramatize those feelings. Okay win liao loh!

Ok, sometime in November 2014, I decided enough is enough. Enough of being creepy, stalking her in social media, giving her subtle hints like hey girl am I your type cause you're totally my cup of tea, through tweets and comments on ig and blog posts.

Started noticing her in early 2014, when my parents gave me the green light to date a girl. Though I wasn't really interested in 'relationshits', but why this girl keeps posting awesome piano covers, and why she became so slim and why the hair suddenly so long and not frizzy like last time. And why she knows how to put make up already like finally puberty hit her hard! Then I started noticing her tweets, can be really funny, and made use of it to korek from her some things. Things that could be essential for me to decide whether she's the one. So the feeling went on for many months, I guess I really fell for this girl.

I heard she's getting close with another guy from her batch who is (or should I say was, now?) much better looking and of course much to the power of 100 taller. In the back of my mind I was like it can't be cause he's so cina, but at the same time her poses on ig were quite cina also, like the peace sign that I cannot tahan. So it's possible she may stoop to his level, or maybe she just see handsome face and nothing else. Like so shallow hoh, tsk tsk tsk. *Shakes head*

So it was midnight (somewhere between 1 to 2am), I mustered up all my courage and wrote her a super long confession message, cause I needed to get that out of my chest. Back then, I didn't have her number so that means can't call can't message. Only option was Facebook Messenger. So, thank God for FB Messenger, up till this day!

Clicked send. That was it. I thought that was the end. I broke down. I thought it was such a silly thing to do. I mean, we hardly talked in college. After that, lost touch for years and then suddenly hey I want to know you more? If I were the girl I would be shit scared of this person.

The next morning, I woke up, I didn't want to even take a glimpse of my phone. But then I had to right? Just face the truth. Man up. To my surprise, she replied me! And what's more, she gave me her mum's number!!! That's how I got to know how blur she can be at times. She apologized and gave me her number. That put a smile on my face, the whole day I remember!!!

So that whole day, in contrary to her experience, I was on cloud nine. While she was confused, and a little freaked out I'm sure!

I didn't ask her to be my gf right away, because it would seem insincere. I don't believe in love at first sight. Maybe crush at first sight. But love begins when you truly know someone. I wanted to know her, so that I can value her, for who she is.

21st Feb 2015, I asked her to be my gf. It was funny because she said 'You didn't ask me also?' But now I interpret that as 'I am so readyyy already la, but I paiseh to ask you so now only you ask, I wait until my bones resorb dy ah!' Hahah I know she would totally deny this but whatever.

From then on, we walk life together, despite being at two different places, yet we find comfort in each other. Yes, certainly God was behind the scenes. On how it all started, even before we met in KTT,  and right now, close to two years. He has been faithful and will be till the end.

Rae, Happy Valentine's and Happy 2 year anniversary! I will always love you, and learn to love you better each day.

Okay, that wasn't really short after all. Omo, I can be a writer!!!!

Tuesday, February 7, 2017


Forgot to post this about my day in KKIA last week cause I didn't save the 2nd half of my post and there's no post recovery in blogspot so I was lazy to write all over again. But here we go, just wrote a little and I'm going to post it.

Since I got nothing to do here in KKIA, might as well just spew some nonsense on blogspot.

KKIA = Klinik Ibu dan Anak

Because our clinic has to reach its KPI, which is some target for this year, our clinic has to come to KKIA everyday,  except Fridays just so we can somehow get to do dental check up on pregnant ladies.

So what we do here in KKIA is to do a gross screening and charting for the patients' teeth and assess their overall oral health, then advise them on how to take care of the teeth and gums. Sounds simple, right? Try to say all these in BM or Mandarin and see la. Confirm gagap.

Anyway, I only managed to do check up on ONE patient. Just one throughout the whole 3 loooong hours which seemed forever. And that took me 5 minutes. So the remaining 2 hours plus I was listening to the PPK talking about her life her work her children other ppls husband and children and anything an aunty would gossip about. I know it all.

But she touched the topic on UTC and that sparked my interest. It seems that UTC is the dumping ground for unwanted dentists, nurses and dsas. So if you don't perform, the YM may send your name to the nearest UTC and congrats, you officially work 7 days a week, either morning or night shift, till 10pm. Oh no thankss reallyyy. So must really perform and show that I don't deserve UTC. T_T But I feel so inadequate in the midst of the local grad NDOPs, they seem to know a lot of things.

Whatever it is, I dread coming to KKIA each time. Cause it's always one dental officer and the same old assistant. Everyday listen to her stories can be quite sien sometimes you know.

Don't know when's the next KKIA visit, hopefully there'll be a lot of patients, rather than just sitting in the pantry doing unproductive things. If not, let me run to 7 eleven next door to chill hahaha.

Wednesday, February 1, 2017

Reunion with Primary School Mates

Nothing beats a reunion after 14 years.

Since no one really understood what I was trying to say in my fb post, let me explain it thoroughly to you.

What I meant was we were so busy living our own lives for the past 14 years that we failed to take time and recall back those good memories we had as school mates. So fast forward to the present, we finally had the time to look back at the past together, besides getting updated with each others' lives.

One thing about fb or social media nowadays is everything has to be short and sweet. Captions, messages have to be brief and clear. So I was trying to jaga my word count hence the confusion? Hahaha. Sad life of a CS boy. We can't write short essays.

Nevertheless, it was a productive meet up I must say. Life's good. Thank God for the opportunity.

Tomorrow's work day again! Lazy but excited at the same time, because I can't wait to earn my salary!