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I'm back!

2012-01-20T01:46:00.004+08:00

Hello again! Anyeong! Hahaha... Recently I just finished watching a Korean drama, so picked up a few new lines and tried conversing in Korean with my friends till they were so pissed. It was an utter failure I must say, guess I was created as a Chinese for a reasonable reason!

It's been 2 longgg weeks since I'm back in India. All glory be unto God for keeping me safe and sound throughout the whole journey back here. It was definitely an enjoyable 3-week holiday in Malaysia. My family members are doing great, all healthy, praise God, He is faithful.

Lectures are back in their hasty pace again. 1st week itself we had to draw 6 Anatomy Histology diagrams and 7 Oral Histology diagrams. More complicated cycles to memorise by hard and not forgetting, cadavers to stare. Haha, crazy right? But what to do? My future profession will be dealing with patients, with alive beings, you don't expect me to enjoy my Korean dramas 24-7 and ting!, there you go, a Dentist. Things don't come that easily, yes, even if you are a genius.

Well, while studies are vital, my spiritual life is even more important. Dad gave me some sermons by John MacArthur for me to listen here in India. John MacArthur is one pastor who preaches solely according to the Bible, no more, no less. And I salute him for that. The truth is churches nowadays are putting more focus on the 'cool' things in order to make Christianity more 'marketable', instead of the Word. So his sermons have indeed caused me to dig deeper into His word.

One thing, I have just signed up for gym here.

Don't laugh kay? I know you're laughing. Yes you!

You ask me why? Well, I feel it's time for me to buff up. You see I'm already 21, I also want to have gf ma...*blushes*... Haha, no la, I just wanna sweat out because throughout those 4 months in India, I didn't perspire at all. I didn't feel fresh for four straight months. So it's time. :)

My duduk depan gang. Lays is our staple food. This is what we are gonna become if we continue eating. (I do look cute right? hehehe)

Pic by Najwa NorSaid

Post-First Sessional 1 - GOA

2011-12-07T22:35:00.006+08:00

Goa

First sessional was indeed a hectic and mind-blowing experience. All the facts, pure solid facts we were forced to memorise, plus all the jitters we encountered during Viva-Voce, just for the sake of not failing for the exam. Praise God, I managed to persevere for that 3 agonizing weeks. And guess what, my hard work and determination paid off, I managed to score Distinction for both Physiology and Dental Anat/Histo! I was so surprised to see my results, truly it was God's bountiful favour upon me! I haven't got my results for Anatomy and Biochem yet. But whatever the outcome is, I am already truly thankful for what He has done. :)

Right after my Viva-Voce for Physiology on Saturday, I rushed back home to pack my stuffs, preparing for the much anticipated Goa trip. Before leaving for Manipal (took the bus from Manipal), I managed to catch up with my KTT ex-housemate, Mark, who is also a dear friend to me.

So I took the 7pm bus from Mangalore to Manipal with Kai Sze (from AB Shetty Uni). And oh boy, the bus was packed with people! Carrying such a bulky luggage and another big bag on my back (my DSLR was inside), I had to squeeze through the passengers to reach the middle part of the bus, because there was space for me to put my luggage there. So I stood for the next 1 hour, and that was when I started to feel nauseous and I couldn't help but to sit on the dirty floor of the bus. Thank God I didn't throw out. Phew...

Took the bus to Goa at 11.45pm (supposed to leave by 11pm, but you know, it's India). Took a motion sickness pill and slept throughout the whole journey till we reached at 6.30am.

Checked in at the guest house, then went to the nearest church, a Catholic Church. But the service was in Konkani, the local language spoken in Goa. Said a short prayer, then went back to Guest House. Cleaned up and off we started the adventure.

Though our stay in Goa was just a day, yet we managed to fully utilized our short time here by visiting several tourist spots.

We had our breakfast in Infantaria Restaurant. We had the opportunity to savor Goa's famous Bebinca and also the delectable Cheese and Chicken Croissants. Talking about it makes me drool!

Bebinca

Fort Aguada is one place one must not miss when one comes to Goa. We managed to visit Fort Aguada and its lighthouse. It is a well-preserved 17th century Portugese Fort standing on Sinquerim Beach. Apparently the fort was constructed to guard against the Dutch and the Marathas.

The Lighthouse

We also went on a cruise to see dolphins in the sea near the Sinquerim Beach, untrained dolphins! We got to see the fort from there, which houses the Central Jail and adjacent to it was the Millionaire's Mansion. A breathtaking sight to behold.

Central Jail On Sinquerim Beach

Then we proceeded to Old Goa, known as the historical and religious place in India. Goa has large Catholic churches and Cathedral, as majority of the people there are Roman Catholics. We got to see the largest church in the country, Se Cathedral. And also Basilica of Bom Jesus, which was packed with believers when we visited because there was a celebration going on, The Feast Of St Francis Xavier.

Se Cathedral

Tibetan Markets are a common sight in Goa. We saw Tibetans selling exquisite silver jewellery, with its distinctive fine and delicate designs.

Handmade dainty craftworks and fashionable clothing are also being sold along the streets of Goa. However, they love to jag up their price so as smart consumers, remember to bargain! :)

We were so fortunate to reach Baga Beach, one of the most popular tourist destinations in Goa, before the sun set. So I managed to capture some beautiful sunset moments at the beach. The light radiated by the sun definitely added spices to the happening atmosphere. The beach was crowded with tourists in their swimming suits, enjoying the glistening white sand and the variety of water sports available there.

Baga Beach

After the sun set, we strolled along the busy street of Goa, stopping by shops by shops, bargaining prices of goods (Lawrence's style was simply amusing), just taking pleasure in the freedom of exams, no more cramming facts into our saturated brains, life was so stress-free at that very moment. We had our dinner at a Chinese Cuisine Restaurant, and we relished in the scrumptious Chinese dishes, which made us missed home even more.

It was indeed a brief yet a trip worthwhile. In the end, what made the trip even more memorable was definitely the good old friends that I spent the time with together.

Lovely friends

Lectures resume their hasty pace again. But for the meantime, I'll stay relax and indulge in the post-exam, tension-free season.

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If singing is all that we need to do...

2011-10-17T18:43:00.004+08:00

I like singing. To be more specific, I like to sing songs of certain genres and songs which do not bring out wrong messages.

Back in Malaysia, I used to perform song presentations in church with my brothers or with the youths during special celebrations such as Mother's Day, Father's Day, Christmas, Easter, Good Friday, Church Anniversaries.

Retrospecting back the times I sung on stage, especially the first few times, remembering how nervous was I when hundreds of eyes were staring at me; now knowing that I actually managed to overcome that fear miraculously, again and again, I couldn't thank God more for His World Class training skills.

I found a video of me performing a love song during a competition in Tampin. Sarah and I performed a duet together. Do pardon me for my slightly off key at certain parts, I'm not a professional. Like DUH, if I am, I wouldn't have stuck here carving. -.-

If singing is all that we need to do, we would only have Youtube and nothing else.

Kan best? Don't have to waste so much time Tweeting like birds and Fb-ing.

If there is a God, why does he allow suffering?!?

2011-10-10T00:08:00.003+08:00

It’s a huge question, isn’t it? Hardly a day goes by when we don’t come across suffering. Devastation caused by earthquakes and tsunamis… millions living in poverty… children being abused… family breakdowns… bullying… people suffer. We suffer. So it’s right to say to God: “God, if you’re there, why don’t you do something about it?”

Well, imagine we could actually tell God what to do. Where would you suggest he starts? How about God gets rid of the terrorists and the murderers. That would mean a lot less suffering for many people—but suffering hasn’t been eradicated yet. How about God deals with the paedophiles and the drug dealers and the thieves? We can see the world’s getting a much better place, but it’s still not perfect.

How about God gets rid of the unkind, the gossips, the liars, the selfish—oh, but that’s actually me.

You see, when we ask God to get rid of suffering, we’re actually asking him to get rid of us. We do suffer, but we actually cause loads of suffering ourselves. That time when we lost our temper with someone… when we trod on someone to get to where we wanted to… when we ignored our kids because we were just too tired or busy… when we gossiped about a work colleague… when we were just plain nasty to someone. We cause much suffering.

So if we demand that God throws suffering out of this world, we’re actually demanding that he throws us out too.

God is delaying the day when he will deal with all suffering so that we can realise that we’re part of the problem, and we can ask him if there’s any way not to be thrown out of his world.

That’s an answer—but the Bible offers us much more than that. I don’t know you—and maybe you’ve clicked on this video because you’re really struggling with something at the moment. When I’ve struggled in the past, what I need more than answers is hope – I need to know that I’m going to get through this suffering, and I need to know that there’s something beyond this suffering.

And the amazing thing is that God knows what you’re going through when you suffer—because he himself suffered. God lived on earth as a man, Jesus, and Jesus suffered and even died in agony on a cross. He promises to be with those who trust in him, comforting them and helping them through their suffering.

But even more amazing than that promise is that God promises that one day he will put an end to all suffering. Those guilty of causing suffering will one day have to answer to him, and justice will be done. He promises that he’ll make a perfect world, a world of “no more death or mourning or crying or pain”, for those things will be gone forever. And God says that because Jesus died you, me, anyone, can ask for a place in his perfect world instead of being thrown out of it.

You know, when I’m going through suffering, knowing that God is with me, and that one day I’ll live with him in his perfect world, are two amazing hopes that keep me going.

Well, this is a huge and really emotional subject, and I’ve only had a short space to talk to you about it. But why not go along to a good local church, and there you’ll find some people who’ll be able to help you practically, listen to you, and answer any more questions you may have. You know, churches are just full of people who’ve suffered in the past and who may still be suffering now. But they know the promises of God—that he will be with them, and that one day they will live with him forever in a world with no more suffering.

Found this article. It answered my question, has it answered yours?

Updates in Manga!

2011-10-05T02:20:00.009+08:00

September has just gone by. Now living in the month of October, carving seems to be part of my life; assignments are a norm and increasing amount of reading awaits me (even more to come).

Veron, Brendtha, Jing Ju and some others have already left India and are now in Malaysia. In just two brief months, I learned so much from them and there were so many memories to be treasured and cherished. I just wanna wish them all the best in Malaysia and I believe they will be great Dentists for Christ! :)

Stress kicks in, of course la, having classes till Saturday. New topics are being introduced everytime when there's Anatomy class. And we have 3 Anatomy lectures per week. So that makes it 3 topics per week, and yes you counted it right, 12 new topics to learn every month. (+-3) And yes, that's only Anatomy.

Oh ya, VIVA. It is an oral test and it's important as some marks are allocated for the University exam results. You know, I panic easily especially when it comes to talking FACTS. You can ask me to lead a worship service of a few hundred people, you can ask me to crack a lame joke, you can ask me to act a skit out in front of a crowd, but answering questions about the reactions of Monosacchrides?The different aspects of a Mandibular Central Incisor? My mind often goes blank and "what I'm gonna say, what I'm gonna say". The facts are all scattered and to put all the pieces of the puzzle together in such a definite short time? Susahnya. However, praise God nowadays Viva is much better than the first time. (because I literally hafal every word before Viva, lol)

Good thing stress is there to draw my attention away from unnecessary naps (looong naps) and keeps me focused when I mug. Not to the point of driving me crazy, yet.

Sometimes when I wake up on Saturday mornings, I get very angry because there's class on Saturday, although it's Biochem Practical which I really enjoy. I'm sleep deprived, even on Sundays I have to wake up early for church service at 8am. Uni life in India is really not fun, but again, it's still the beginning.

And if you think church is the most comfortable place to go, it's not so here. It's no big church, it's a small hall, no AC just fans, packed with 100+ people, singing and worshiping on the top of their lungs, exhaling significant amounts of carbon dioxide. Imagine the heat one has to endure for the next 2 hours in that small enclosed room on the highest floor of a corner shop lot. Well, if you are one who keeps complaining about your church not having this, not having that, think again.

It's good to improvise the church building with the addition of facilities for the convenience of the church members. But when it comes to the point of not feeling like praising God because of the absence of such facilities, that is the problem. Our belief is not based on convenience but based on His word. In fact, we should all the more rejoice in what we do not have, than what we have. When we learn to praise Him in unfavorable situations, we will eventually get to enjoy what we already have to the fullest.

In Church

Yet always have to be reminded, I have 4 years and 10 months to go. No complaints, just make the best out of my life here. I do not know His plans for me, but it is surely going to be something amazing.

Now I understand how it feels to be homesick.

God In The Ancient China

2011-09-24T02:27:00.003+08:00

For people who are interested with Chinese History, this 1 hour sermon gives you a clearer picture of it.

Broken To Be Blessed

2011-09-16T03:02:00.006+08:00

If you are really good with your hands, you would love 1st year BDS. Because you have to make impressions, making cast, dealing with Plaster of Paris, carving tooth and not to forget, lots of drawing too (Histology, Dental Histology & Dental Anatomy). All these would be a piece of cake for you.

If you aren't, then you would end up like me. It's not that I don't like to draw and carve, but I just couldn't come out with a good masterpiece.

Last Tuesday, I was doing the finishing of maxillary central incisor. I was polishing the root, without using much force, absolutely acknowledged the fragility of a wax block. However, somewhere out of the blue the root just broke off from the base! I shrieked.

I was discouraged. Not merely due to this incident, but because of the other times when I couldn't carve a proper tooth within an hour (yes, in exam it's only an hour!). Till now, I could not get my mandibular impression correctly. And not to forget, lectures are going so fast till I couldn't catch up with their pace. The accumulation of these disappoinments wore me out.

You wouldn't know how tough it is especially studying a course that you like but the course is continually instilling 'hatred' in you. Bear in mind, the toughness increases in intensity. I guess only my course mates understand how I feel.

Above all these struggles I am currently facing, I know God is there moulding me, shaping me to become a stronger person. I love a line in the song "Stronger" by Mandisa, it says

"Try and do the best you can,

Hold on and let Him hold your hand."

and also this line,

"He knows that this is gonna make you STRONGER."

"Sounds so cliche, it's just a motivation quote to make you feel better," you may think. But I tell you, it is true that God is Emmanuel. He is always there for us, to keep a close eye upon our lives. God's promises never gets old-fashioned.

So I was quite down on Tuesday and the next day, I felt a little better. On Wednesday night, I had dinner with my pastor and his wife and my seniors. And at that time I received a sms from my junior Lynton telling me a super junior of mine in KTT had said the sinner's prayer. Instantly I felt joy in my heart. What an awesome news to brighten my gloomy, bleak days!

Had cell just now. It's great to get together as Malaysian Christians, reading the Word of God and grow together spiritually. Even the makan time is something I always look forward too! My seniors are really talented cooks, their pork ah, chicken ah, sayur ah, rice ah *slurps*, sedap hingga menjilat jari!!!

So see how blessed I am!

Mangolore Malaysian Cell Group

By the way, these 4 will be sent to the court. Hopefully the verdict will at least let 2 of them be released la...

Please ma'am, just say YES!!!

Eager to be Korean, a sudden urge, lol

2011-09-10T03:33:00.005+08:00

No more spikes starting from tomorrow. Guess how long will that last? (I really love spikes!)

Gonna make myself Korean, though how impossible it would be, and though you readers are rolling your eyes at the moment you read the word "Korean". I'm gonna do it anyway.

Malaysian Indians (most of my friends) think Korean guys are gays, what about Indian Indians? I wonder...

New members in the house

2011-08-30T23:58:00.007+08:00

Finally the laptop came yesterday, 29th AUGUST 2011. (I will remember this date always and forever)

No matter how much dissatisfaction I have against the Manipal admin for giving me 'pseudo' info, yet I'm still thankful to the university for giving me a free laptop.

Lenovo L420, dull design but specs/features not bad. :)

And of course, if you're a BDS/MBBS student, you cannot don't have this good friend to accompany you throughout your first year.

Say HI to my new friend!

Anyway today's Raya in India. At the same time, it's Merdeka. So double celebration here! Will be celebrating later with all the other Mangalorians in some place. Yay, Malaysian Food!

And also at the very same day, friends from Devangere, Manipal and Karad coming down to meet up with us. So excited!!!

Don't know when I will be as fat as that, haha. Good Day everyone. :)

Where's the laptop!?!?

2011-08-23T01:06:00.002+08:00

From the title of this post,I guess you should know that I am laptopless. That's not the point actually, the point is I supposed to get my laptop from Manipal Uni on the first week of my arrival in India itself, AS PROMISED via that phone call which I will remember for the rest of my life. Come on la, if you can't give us the laptops on time, then just say so, YOU DON'T HAVE TO LIE to me. It is already a month now and it's so inconvenient to go online using phone. Can't right click, can't view pics in new tabs, time wasted, energy wasted. Anyway, I am so thankful that I bought a smartphone before reaching here, or not I'll rot to death here without connecting to the outside world.

So, back to whoever you are, I feel cheated, seriously. I trusted your words and left the laptop in Malaysia despite friends telling me
not to trust you. But I chose the road not taken, all I can say is my oh my, Edwin is just too naive. Or dumb. Yea, dumb is a more suitable word.

Guess I shouldn't trust so much of your words. Because I realized the tone of voice can be very deceiving too. A message may sound so promising, but in turns out to be an empty vessel.

Hope you don't mind me venting out my frustrations here. I don't have a personal room to scream like a cuckoo you see.

Just an update of my life in India. I'm doing good here, with great friends. Awesome seniors, couldn't be thankful more. Cell groups are informative, being fed with spiritual food and of course yummy edible food! LOL

Wanna post some pics but I'm blogging thru my phone, so I can't upload them now. So you see why I need the laptop so much!!!

Away from home

2011-08-07T01:44:00.008+08:00

I suddenly realized that I'm no longer a kid, living under mum's apron spring anymore. Here I am, for weeks here in the Land Of Spices which previously, has always been a stranger to me. A different culture and lifestyle altogether, I felt the chills when I first stepped into this land. However, I chose to divert this pessimistic mindset of my mine to something positive instead, and guess what it worked!

Where should I start? Okay, let's start with the food here. Mess food, I guess everybody knows about it. It started off okay, but then it became boring. The same food again and again, potatoes, potatoes, potatoes! Haha... However, compared to other universities' mess, mine is actually considered much okay.

But the AWESOME thing here is, we have restaurants everywhere!

Hotel food is quite cheap, around 200+ rps for western food. And the serving here is really BIG! I ordered Chicken Briyani Rice and I was so full till I had to flex my body anteriorly. (haha, using anatomical terms)

Cafe Coffee Day, a famous cafe in India

Dosa (Thosai) in Ocean Pearl Hotel

We get cheap cakes here as well (but not as tasty as SR, *slurps*)

Come to mode of transportation. Auto rickshaw. You can't get to your destination without an auto. It is the most convenient and economical mode of transportation here in Mangalore. A bit scary, but I got used to it already. Just anggap it as a roller coaster ride you'll feel much better. Haha...

15 rupees for the first 1.5km, and subsequent 100m for 1 rupee

Campus Life. The first time I saw my uni, I was shocked. Guess why? Look at the pic below.

What a frightening signboard...

As we walked further in, I finally saw my hostel. And that sight gave me the biggest of the biggest sigh of relief. A pleasant sight at least. Overall, the hostel facilities are good. At least it's worth the 97900rps for an AC room.

New Bejai Boys Hostel

Water dispenser on every floor

Our uni bus

Studies. We had orientation on the first day which lasted for like...an hour? Then the next day classes started. Lots of things to read, a lot to memorise. It is not easy at all. For 1st year BDS, there are 3 exam-going subjects, 1)Anatomy 2)Physiology&Biochemistry 3)Dental Anatomy & Oral Histology. There are also 2 non-exam going subjects which are equally important, Prosthetics/Prostho and Dental Materials. Dentistry deals a lot with hands, as we need to carve and make impressions. However thank God the lecturers here are really good.

Entertainment. YEA! You can find lots of entertainment here. We have 3 shopping malls here (or more, I have not explored everywhere yet!). Bharath Mall is about 5 to 7 minutes walk from my hostel. Basically, you can get your necessary stuffs there. There's a cinema in the mall too.

City Centre Mall is the biggest and the most happening shopping mall in Mangalore. About 3km from my hostel. Here we have Reebok, Puma, United Colors Of Benetton, Nike, stuffs you think India doesn't have they have it here. And KFC, but the food seriously indianized already. Haha... Want some adrenaline flowing through your spine? This mall has a Scary House! I haven't tried it yet, will try it one day.

We can find lots of eager shutterbugs here in India. But not the locals, they're all Malaysians. Spread the photography virus around!

In India, you need umbrellas. It rains everyday and the surrounding is damp. Thus you need thirsty hippo and a dry box if you have a DSLR, for your lenses. And Milo, if you can't live without it. And a pair of Crocs, because your shoes/slippers will get dirty and wet during the monsoon season.

Umbrellas

Miscellaneous pics...

It's ground floor FYI, in my Hostel's lift

And here it ends my blog post but now begins a new chapter in my life being away from home. :)

Journey of an 'ex-bracesed' kid

2011-07-17T14:09:00.009+08:00

I recalled the first day I went for an appointment with the dentist regarding fixing a pair of braces for me. It was in June 2003. I went back home disappointed because the dentist said my jaw was too small to have braces and I had to wait for another year.

I had bad teeth. Whenever I looked at myself in the mirror or in pictures, my teeth would always stand out somehow. One of my maxillary central incisors protruded out and my two canine teeth looked dracula-ish. Whenever I tried to lick my teeth with my tongue, I couldn't reach that particular tooth which was way too front. I looked at my brother's teeth and honestly, jealousy gripped me as he could smile with so much confidence, and he looked really nice in pictures. I too gave my best smile in pics, but in the end I felt my smiles weren't so appealing. Due to the disorderly arrangement of my teeth, food often got stuck in between them. I had so much trouble dealing with them.

So in August 2004, I managed to get myself registered in the government hospital to fix my braces. Only then I knew that I wouldn't get them straight away as there was a long list of other poor people like me who had bad teeth and wanted to get braces too. And so I waited and endured this crooked teeth for another 4.5 years. After SPM, I finally put on my braces.

This journey of wearing braces have been bittersweet. I miss those moments of showing off my coloured bands, enduring the come-and-go and come-and-go-again pains, brushing teeth almost after every meal, 'toothpicking' food stuck in teeth (esp green leafy veges, hate it) and many more. Well, as much as how I miss them, I would not want to go through it all over again. I prefer them to remain as memories treasured in my heart.

I'm thankful to God for giving me the opportunity to experience ugly teeth. Only then, I got to experience what it was like wearing metals for 2.5 years. And only then it reinforced in me the interest to do dentistry. It was all planned so beautifully. Like a piece of Sonatina, the ups and downs of life helped me perceive life a different way. I'm now all ready to India!

(Nevertheless, beauty is skin deep. I still hold on to the belief that physical appearance isn't as important as our inner beauty)

QUIZ: WHO HAS THE BEST SMILE???Yup, you guessed it right!

Yea, you guessed it right again! LOL

The Apostles' Creed

2011-07-09T10:35:00.006+08:00

I've heard of the Apostles' Creed, but my church doesn't practice reciting it. Because of that, I didn't take the trouble to memorise the whole creed, but just the first few lines.

Until I attended a Methodist church service last year, I finally read it out aloud at the end of the service.

I believe in God the Father Almighty,
maker of heaven and earth;

And in Jesus Christ his only Son our Lord:
who was conceived by the Holy Spirit,
born of the Virgin Mary,
suffered under Pontius Pilate,
was crucified, dead, and buried;
the third day he rose from the dead;
he ascended into heaven,
and sitteth at the right hand of God the Father Almighty;
from thence he shall come to judge the quick and the dead.

I believe in the Holy Spirit,
the holy catholic church,
the communion of saints,
the forgiveness of sins,
the resurrection of the body,
and the life everlasting. Amen.

After the service, I was rather confused, or you can say troubled at a statement in the creed. I wonder whether some of you had the same doubt as me.

Thanks to dad and the book "Hope Again", I finally understood what it meant.

My deepest concern was the statement "I believe in the holy catholic church." I knew Methodist believers are not Roman Catholics, so how could they say they believe in the holy catholic church?

Later I realized that "catholic" (small alphabet c) meant "universal", so what they were really saying was "I believe in the universal church." So no contradiction.

Lastly, I hope our belief goes beyond any creed...FAITH. Without faith, it's still just a creed. It is a statement of our faith!

The question is, do I believe the truth of that statement? Do you believe it? If yes, there is hope for you beyond the creeds. And that hope is a heavenly home reserved for you and I. :)

She's a blessed woman indeed

2011-07-06T00:34:00.006+08:00

It's mum's birthday today.

Thanks for everything, not because I don't know what to say, but because it's everything!

You are blessed like Mary for these 3 reasons:

1) For having 3 obedient, not to mention ~~good-looking~~ sons.

2) For having the opportunity to eat your favourite Vietnamese cuisine.

3) For getting the chance to indulge in all time favourite Chocolate Banana cake.

And the list goes on and on...

The conclusion is, Happy 52nd Birthday Mum! We love you!

A song for everyone

2011-07-03T22:47:00.004+08:00

When some of you read this, maybe you'll go 'Oh goodness this holy guy preaching again!'.

If I'm afraid being labeled names like 'Pious Preacher' or 'Holy Boy'(a sarcastic one), you wouldn't get to read this post of mine.

I guess most of you know I am very particular with the things I do, the songs I hear and the words I utter. But please remember, I'm not imposing a rule for you to follow, nor I mean to offend anybody here. It also doesn't mean you don't befriend me if you like to sing Lady Gaga's "Judas" or even you're homosexual/bisexual. I may not agree with your stands but doesn't mean we can't be friends. For God loves each and everyone of us, who am I to judge you?

Sometimes when I'm angry, though I would say some not-so-nice words, but I always try not to curse or speak foul language. Because I know my tongue cannot be used to praise God and at the same time, curse and swear. I always remember in Campus Revo, Esther shared the verse “In your anger do not sin” Do not let the sun go down while you are still angry, and do not give the devil a foothold. (Ephesians 4:26-27)

So here's a song which I love, not much about the tune of the song, but more on the message it is trying to deliver. May this song remind us to live our lives not for ourselves, but live it in such a way that Christ's death was worth the cost.

Be careful if you think you stand
You just might be sinking

Happy Father's Day..belated.

2011-06-23T21:40:00.007+08:00

Starting from the top centre, then from left to right
(The extreme right picture was taken for IELTS exam, which explains the horrendous look on my face)

Just from this picture, you can see how my Heavenly and Earthly Father cared for me throughout these years.

A Happy Belated Father's Day to you God and Papa!

Hope In Serving

2011-06-21T10:26:00.003+08:00

Yesterday as I was reading Charles Swindoll's book "Hope Again", I came across this part that talked about spiritual gifts. And I would really like to share this here.

Do you know, fellow Christians, that you have at least one, or perhaps more than one spiritual gifts? In the New Testament, there are several sections that talk about these special abilities God has given to the Body of Christ which we minister until Christ returns. Each gift we have needs to be used in serving one another. That is how we become good stewards of these gifts.

Here's a list of some of the sections in the Bible where spiritual gifts are listed. Look them up and examine your own life.

Then, ask yourselves, where do I best fit in this list? If you don't find your spot right away, keep pursuing it. Don't ever say you are of no value, that's an excuse. Ask other Christian friends what they think your gifts are. Then try them out. Put them into action as you serve others.

Whoever speaks, let him speak, as it were the utterances of God.
Whoever serves, let him do by the strength which God supplies.
(1 Peter 4:11)

It's great to serve but serve in His strength, not by our own. Then, God will get all the glory.

You see, all of these gifts, they have one thing in common. They come alive in serving other people. So get out of your own tiny radius, you'll find hope in serving Him.

So Random

2011-06-11T00:14:00.004+08:00

Went online learning photography for the past 2 hours and I tell you, there's so much more to learn!!!

Perhaps I should stop dreaming of getting cooler lenses when I'm still an amateur in photography.

Whatever...

Now I'm watching Sonny With A Chance, am likin' it, So Random rocks!

Anyway, grandma gave me her specs! The specs that have been capturing my attention since young, and she passed that '李家之宝' to me. Love you wama!

Just a syok sendiri shot with grandma's specs. Notice the magnified eyes of mine. :)

A glimpse of the last few weeks in KTT...

2011-05-29T22:58:00.007+08:00

I left KTT yesterday. I can't believe I survived KTT for 2 years!

Since there were so many memories left behind, I find it meaningful or rather necessary to reflect back those beautiful times. I find that simple act of giving myself a thought about that, meaningful. Besides, it reminds me to cherish those God-given experiences, which I never believe it's coincidental at all.

The schedule for the 3-month Indian language crash course was really tight. From family day to language nights, to irritating exams and the passing up on all kinds of documents, from hospital trip to medical talk, to bonding time with tangga mates and heart-to-heart sessions with juniors, I remember them vividly in my mind.

My 20th Birthday

I would like to thank my batch mates for celebrating my birthday in KTT. Indeed, an unforgettable and truly, a surprising one. Never expected it as everybody was crazily busy preparing for Hindi Night (including myself). Thanks to Mark the organizer. Love you guys!

KI 2 & 3 Dance Performance, that's me the tallest one.

I can say I was the busiest for Hindi night because my class, KI 3 and KI 2 were the organizers for the event. I was involved in 2 dances, Karaoke Competition and a drama. For drama, I was not one of the actors, but the director. "For a totally, utterly, absolutely inexperienced with much limited skills to direct a drama? It would be a disaster!" That was what I thought. However, miraculously, the 9-minute video drama turned out to be quite a success. Praise God for that and thanks to all who helped me!

Kannada Night, picture with 10-1-A3 mates

Not so busy for Kannada Night, but that day itself the drama that we (KI 3) were supposed to perform was all over the place and we decided to change the whole storyline of the drama. That very day itself, we changed the story about Sir MJ and Sir Dore's class to commercials and advertisements, oh my. We really treasured every single second that we got for practice. Finally, what was impossible turned out to be possible! It worked! We were in fact amazed at how we performed.

CF Farewell Part 2

Part 1 of CF farewell was during last year in November. This time, it's really parting time. No more "Hope to see you in KI!", but "Hope to meet you one day in future, if that one day ever appears". Seeing the juniors growing spiritually through the course of time, I couldn't thank God more. I wish them all the best in future and I believe they will rise up to lead the super juniors who will be coming next month.

KI Graduation Day

Finally, I got to experience wearing an academic dress. Yes, I didn't wear it during form 5 because our school did not have a graduation ceremony for us. One thing to regret was I didn't get a hat to toss it up like what I normally watch in movies.

On top of all these, I thank the One who never fails to love me in the midst of my ups and downs. He has planned all these for me, Jeremiah 29:11. Here I am, ever ready to face whatever that lies ahead, knowing that He's in control.

Leaving A Legacy

2011-05-19T22:02:00.003+08:00

The more I live in this crazy world, the more I realize that I'm just a speck of matter in this large universe, who needs my Lord Jesus to help me live and survive through life's thick and thin.

Whenever the worldly and prideful part of me feels that I can do this or do that something on my own, I would always end up discontented with what I have achieved.

Not until I humble myself and surrender everything to Him, that's when I realize my Heavenly Father has always been waiting patiently for me. That's when I find joy in anything I do, regardless of what the result is.

Yesterday Uncle Chan shared about leaving a legacy in CF. He told us that the very first thing to do is to put God as our utmost priority in life. Totally agree.

Proverbs 3
⁵ Trust in the LORD with all your heart
and lean not on your own understanding;
⁶ in all your ways submit to him,
and he will make your paths straight.

Stop excusing yourself when it comes to leaving a legacy. No point to keep praying about it but fail to act according to God's word. It is like pressing the accelerator but not releasing the clutch. The car will never move! (I'm recapping because I am taking my driving test tomorrow)

So, it's up to us to let go and let God take over. Will you make that first move?

Quick post

2011-05-14T13:56:00.003+08:00

Don't have much time to blog nowadays. Exams looming large, assignments piling up, busy finding cool places for vacation, busy buying stuffs that we can't get in India, busy with language nights, wow, yet we still survive. That's miraculous!

Anyway, we didn't have a grand birthday celebration for my little brother John, but watching him growing up reminded us how swiftly has time passed. Happy 14th birthday!

Chris Medina - What Are Words?

2011-05-08T21:53:00.005+08:00

In the midst of business, I couldn't help but to spare some of my treasured time sharing this video with my blog readers/passers-by.

This is an incredibly touching story. Chris was a contestant on American Idol recently and his story is powerful. 2 months before his wedding, his beloved fiance was involved in a terrible accident that gave her traumatic brain injury. He still stands by her side, hopeful for a miracle.

Here you will witness genuine love. A love that is patient, kind, one that does not envy nor does it boast, a love which is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. A love that does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. A love that always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

A love you'll find in 1 Corinthians 13.

Everytime when we praise and worship God, do we really mean those words that we say/sing?

What are words if you really don't mean them when you say them? What are words if it's only for good times? How have we been using our tongues all these while?

Let's be sincere in our speeches and may the words that we speak bring glory to our Saviour King.

Continuation...

2011-04-29T10:31:00.007+08:00

Exams ended without candidates giving sighs of relief, because most of us did not push ourselves to study like nerds anyway.

And yup, today's my 20th Birthday! Wow, I'm 20, I still cannot believe it because I look 6 years younger still, haha! So now's the time to 'maturise' and toughen up, for the challenges that I have to face in India can be awful.

I would like to firstly thank God for creating me - Psalms 139.

¹³ For you created my inmost being;
you knit me together in my mother’s womb.
¹⁴ I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;
your works are wonderful, I know that full well. ¹⁵ My frame was not hidden from you when I was made in the secret place,
when I was woven together in the depths of the earth. ¹⁶ Your eyes saw my unformed body;
all the days ordained for me were written in your book before one of them came to be. ¹⁷ How precious to me are your thoughts, God!
How vast is the sum of them! ¹⁸ Were I to count them,
they would outnumber the grains of sand—
when I awake, I am still with you.

And also a BIG BIG thank you to my junior Joan for planning this bday celebration. So nicey of you!!! Sah good daughter, haha! And also to CF juniors, thanks for taking the time to celebrate with me.

And to my beloved batch mates who have tolerated and are still tolerating with my irritatingness, congratulations for your patience and perseverance! Don't worry, I'll be leaving most of you all soon, except for Loony, Carol, Charan, Elaine, Deeban, John. *laughs evilly*

Back to pictures.

Papa, the interpreter

Rev. Ivan Chew, dynamic speaker for Gd Friday & Easter Sunday

The youths that love us dearly

Mann, I look fat here

English home cell presenting a farewell song

Mike testifies how cute I am, haha

Church Committee presenting a Mandarin song

We had a birthday celebration also. So far, I had celebrated my birthday thrice already. One during farewell, one during CF and another one last night. One more celebration to come with my family!!! I'm a blessed guy indeed!

When any of you come to Tampin, let me recommend you some cool stuffs there:

1) There's one dessert shop in one of the lorongs in Tampin town, their bubuchacha is *slurps*, yummy!

2) Restoran Pang Joon Chan, they serve both Chinese and Western food, you have to try their Mongolian Chicken (too bad didn't take a shot of it) and Chicken Chop. The best thing is cheap dao! You seriously can't get that price anywhere!

3) This is cool. Tampin Town has free Wifi! So bring your apple products and laptops to the town!

4) Tampin Gift Shop which is located in Tampin Square. Here you'll get really nice gifts and you'll get to hear a Punjabi lady speaking mandarin.

But if you wanna shop, better come to KL la. LOL

Lots to cherish...

2011-04-26T17:13:00.005+08:00

Last week was a special week for me. Besides celebrating Good Friday & Easter Sunday, it was also the last week for my family and I worshiping in Living Water AOG, that's what made it memorable.

Farewells have never been easy for me personally. However, this time I did not shed a tear, perhaps the trials and storms of life taught me not to be emotionally driven .

I would like to thank the youths for being so thoughtful. What marveled me the most was how all of you guys put this video together perfectly ON TIME! Interesting interview with Li Wen of course, who knows in future there will really be a L channel, how cool is that!

I also would like to express my gratitude to those who have made it for our farewell celebration. To those who performed, only God knows how touched I was!

Mag

Lynna

My bros and Lynna

Joel

Loh Bros and Kew Sis

KTT library's closing now. Haih...I'll upload more pics later. And yea, I almost forgot, I have anatomy exam later...dead...

Harder times in future, but STRONGER

2011-04-08T23:23:00.003+08:00

While others gave their sighs of relief after the placements were announced, Manipalians were still in the dark about their actual placements, either in Manipal or Mangalore campus.

Last Tuesday, after the Kannada Test, the anticipated moment of the Manipalians finally arrived. All of us were actually hoping to get the same uni with our 'gangs', and it didn't really matter which campus we will be placed in.

I will be placed in Manipal together with Loon Han, Elaine, Carol and Charan. Frankly, I was down in the mouth initially, knowing that not all of us will be going to the same uni and we have to part again, and also because it's USD 500 la...Haha...So I'm praying for an increase, do join me in prayer too. :)

I kesian Kiu, the only Chinese Dentistry guy there. But I told him to think positively, he has all the Chinese girls there and we only have Elaine (who already belongs to ahem ahem), lol.

I came across this song by Mandisa (former contestant of American Idol) - Stronger. Wow, I was so blessed to hear this song, only God knows how I need to hear this. It reminded me of how I struggled through the exams last year and how hard it was for me to remain strong in God. Well, I'm pretty sure I'll be going through more of that later on, and this part of the lyrics, I will always keep in mind.

Try and do the best you can
Hold on and let Him hold your hand
And go on and fall into the arms of Jesus
Lift your head it's gonna end
Even when you just can't feel Him
I promise you that He still cares

Perhaps some of you are going through stress, pressure, hurts, but like what the lyrics say "Hold on just a little bit longer", because He knows that this is gonna make you stronger.

So true, if I have not gone through the tough times in KTT, I will not have testimonies to share with my juniors, and will not be who I am today.

He's coming back again!

2011-03-27T22:49:00.009+08:00

Japan Earthquake 2011

Myanmar Earthquake 2011

Haiti Earthquake 2010

Sichuan Earthquake 2008

It saddens us each time we see disasters and pestilences happening around us. From the newspapers we hear that many lives are sacrificed and of course, hearing many miraculous stories of survivors. But to me, it clearly confirms us that the end is near.

Today's sermon was about the second coming of Jesus Christ.

Why do I believe Jesus is coming again?
1. Because the Bible says so.
2. Because of the signs around that fulfill what the Bible says.

As many of us know, the Bible predicts about the signs of the end times. One of the most obvious signs is of course earthquakes. The recent earthquake in Japan had really shook the whole world, and I thought that's all. No, it wasn't over yet. Nuclear plants exploded, causing harmful radiation & many more adverse effects. And a few days ago, Myanmar had a 6.8 earthquake.

Matthew 24:6-7 ⁶ You will hear of wars and rumors of wars, but see to it that you are not alarmed. Such things must happen, but the end is still to come. ⁷ Nation will rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom. There will be famines and earthquakes in various places.

Luke 21:10-11
¹⁰ Then he said to them: “Nation will rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom. ¹¹ There will be great earthquakes, famines and pestilences in various places, and fearful events and great signs from heaven.

Not only that, the Bible also says the all these will also increase in magnitude and occur more frequently.
And I was surprised when I got to know the statistics of earthquakes (major & minor).

1st century - 15
13th century - 115
14th century - 132
15th century - 194
17th century - 378
18th century - 640
19th century - 2119
20th century (up to 1970) - 18000

I was taken aback. It's an exponential increase!!!

Not only the number, the occurrence of major ones had also increased. (6.0 and above on the Ritcher scale is considered as a major earthquake). Before the 1800, there were 2 or 3 major ones. But in 1970, there were 24 major earthquakes. And from 2000 to 2011, in a matter of not even 11 years, there were already 220 major earthquakes.

Not just earthquakes, wars, bizarre diseases and the fulfillment of so many prophecies in the Bible all pointing to what Jesus had said, that He's coming soon.

Looking at all the recent disasters, I guess you have to agree with me that no man can have control of his own life. It just displays the shortcomings of mankind and the fragility of life.

God warns us again and again. Are we taking heed of what He said? Are we responding to His call?

Time and tide waits for no man. Have you made that decision to believe and follow Christ?

Or if you have not, will you consider committing your life to Him?

1 Peter 4:7 -10 ⁷ The end of all things is near. Therefore be alert and of sober mind so that you may pray. ⁸ Above all, love each other deeply, because love covers over a multitude of sins. ⁹ Offer hospitality to one another without grumbling. ¹⁰ Each of you should use whatever gift you have received to serve others, as faithful stewards of God’s grace in its various forms.

There is a song taken from this scripture. It's a mandarin song. We sang it in our Sunday service today.

⁷ 万物的结局近了。所以，你们要谨慎自守，儆醒祷告。⁸最要紧的是彼此切实相爱，因为爱能遮掩许多的罪。⁹你们要互相款待，不发怨言.¹⁰各人要照所得的恩赐彼此服事，作神百般恩赐的好管家。

Eternity awaits us, but are we ready?

Happiness...

2011-03-16T10:48:00.001+08:00

“It has been my observation that people are just about happy as they make up their minds to be.”

Abraham Lincoln

Happiness is a state of mind. It can never be found in material things such as wealth, position or power. What a depressing sight to see most people who spend a lifetime harvesting and accumulating riches more than they need, only to discover it’s too late. These disillusioned beings end up only to realize that all the money in the world won’t buy a grain of happiness.

There is a difference between happiness and pleasure. Pleasures can be purchased, but not happiness.

So a question we should ponder is, “Have we found happiness yet?” or “Are we merely seeking pleasures of this earth?”

Happiness is an expression of appreciating the things which we have now. Happiness is thankfulness. How happy are those who find contentment in everything they do. Happy are those who are enriching people’s lives, contributing something to make this world a better place.

For me, the most vital lesson learned is, happy are those who know and love God. And happy am I to be in the Know-And-Love-God group.

During the choir finals...

2011-03-11T18:11:00.005+08:00

Somebody actually posted the videos of the finals in Youtube!

A very big thanks to that somebody!

At least I get to watch myself, haha...

My RED Team

The YELLOW Team

A Crocs Curse? lol

2011-03-06T23:07:00.005+08:00

Vanakkam!

Yes, I just started my Yindian Course last week. Basically for Hindi & Kannada classes, it's all about writing. Kannada's alphabets are harder to write, because they look like clouds(they curve a lot). And I have a very hard time memorising them because all of them look similar. For Tamil, it involves a lot of speaking. Twisting my tongue a lot but I kinda like twisting it. lol.

I joined the Red Dragons Choir last Friday too. I was the keyboardist and I can say this choir team had the most talented people in this college. No, I'm not exaggerating. It's true. The first time I heard them singing really WOWed me. They sang so beautifully and harmoniously. Even during each practice, no one tried to overpower the other. Although we practiced until about 1am for two consecutive days, but it's relaxing to actually hear them singing in the middle of the night.

So we gave our best shot in the finals. I thought we did awesomely well. In fact, I was quite sure at first that this choir team of mine would definitely be the champion. But the fact was, we got second.

It reminded me of the same incident which happened last year during our choir finals. Crocs choir, my beloved Crocs choir team members who gave their 100% in every practice ended in defeat. I recalled for the finals, we increased the number of songs from 5 to 9, Loon Han broke his record not going back on weekends just to practise, we changed the dance moves and I even composed a song called "Green Team" just for the finals. We did all we could just to achieve number 1. In the end, we felt devastated, felt that our effort went down the drain.

Crocs 2010, me in white (special, hehe)

That was how I felt last year. And this year, I was sad as well, not because we lost, but knowing that these juniors of mine would feel the same how I felt last year. You know, disappointments are dissatisfactions that arise when your expectations are not met by outcomes. And sometimes it's painful.

After the results, lying on my bed, still wide awake, I thought

A Crocs Curse perhaps?

Then I laughed. Or maybe it's me who brought the curse into the group. Suddenly I was being superstitious.

Now, thank God I realized, winning only brings short term happiness. On the other hand, while losing brings short term pain, it also signals an opportunity for progress. Most importantly, it's the experience we will treasure at the end of the day.

Talking about experience, I told myself I had to go KLCC again because I almost forgot how it looks like. I'm so ashamed to tell you this, that I had only gone to KLCC 3 times.

A shot of Petronas Twin Towers - the pride of every Malaysian. I wonder will I ever see sky scrapers in India?

So it's tomorrow?

2011-02-27T22:11:00.003+08:00

Frankly speaking, I'm not excited to go back to KTT.

I thought I would be because I had missed my friends badly. In fact, I remembered last year when my seniors were having KI, I had prayed that the next KI would be on the very next day. The thought of having Tamil Kannada Hindi nights was once upon a time a bliss to me. But now, such feeling seemed to have faded off.

Maybe, the reason being that there was too much of paper work to get ready in too short a time as the announcement had only been made at the eleventh hour.

Or perhaps it's because this time I'm not coming back in 1 piece, or you can say 1 family as I have not been emotionally stable of late. I could barely breathe in regular intervals!

Breathing in irregular intervals - this phenomenon is familiar. I always experience that whenever there's a stage performance and meeting up with old friends. But in the end I'll manage to conquer it because I fully surrender myself to Him. It is miraculous when I put my trust on Jesus.

I can't believe that holidays are over.

I will have to return to KTT tomorrow, which I have to start preparing myself mentally now.

"I will study and get ready and the opportunity will come."
Abraham Lincoln

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I had wanted to end my holidays with a big smile. Yet, they had turned ugly when John showed me a short clip from Happy Tree Friends. Memories about Happy Tree Friends were jagged at first since my memory power is deteriorating. But then, eventually the video became vivid and horrifying when I began to set my eyes on that clip from iTunes.

Who created Happy Tree Friends?!? Mann you are a savagely violent brute!

I want you

2011-02-23T21:25:00.004+08:00

I want you but I can't have you yet.

A sample picture got from website:

Image from zimfamilycrockers.com

The one taken with natural light is actually not bad at all. But if it were to be taken at outdoors, under direct bright sunlight, it will produce a silhouette-like picture. Using external flash, the girl's face is lit up. But, not all indoors allow fair amount of light enter through glass doors or windows, which will then produce picture like this:

External flash will bounce the flash upwards and thus create more natural looking flash photos.

So, I'm eyeing on you, Nikon SB-400, because you're the cheapest so far.
However, I'm still waiting for your price to drop. Hopefully, with much prayer.

Of course, how cool it looks when it's connected to the camera.

Wahhh....(Entering into dreamland)

What I have been up to...

2011-02-16T22:41:00.008+08:00

Chinese New Year passed by just like that. Sad, knowing that I may not celebrate this auspicious occasion for the next few years. However, I indeed enjoyed this year's festival to the fullest. And thank God, I did not fall sick after gobbling so much of sugary cookies, fizzy drinks and mandarin oranges. Surprisingly, I felt much stronger and healthier as I spent my holidays on doing workouts and putting on extra calories. Yup, I can proudly say that my holidays were productive!

I passed the undang test (with flying colours, lol). But the real test is on the road in which I'm not confident at all. I guess a lot of practice will only solve the problem.

Last Friday, our church had a CNY celebration as well. The theme was about filial piety. The highlight of the event was the tea ceremony. I feel that simple gesture of offering tea to the elders meant a lot to them. Quite a touching sight to behold.

That's me and my back-up team singing CNY songs.

Presently I'm into Chinese dramas. Currently hooked on a Chinese drama series. Talking about how this girl worked her way up as she got promoted each time. Storyline much better than Taiwan dramas. Talking about Taiwan dramas, I really do feel they need to train up young actresses that can speak properly, not acting cute all the time. These 'cute' girls should act in Rugrats instead, bet you they'll blossom!

I would like to shout out LOUD that Malaysia's Chinese dramas has made a great leap in this industry. Currently watching Tribulations Of Life on NTV7. Great storyline! Proud of you Malaysian artists!

Esther, Alvin and of course, baby Jemima came down to Kajang to visit us. It was really a joy to see them. Jemima is indeed cute as ever. I recorded a video of her spluttering some baby talk. Really gets me laughing.

Jemima's my valentine by the way. I know, my brother Kenneth also claimed that it's his. But who cares, at least I got to spend my time with her while Mr.Kenneth was having his lectures in uni. Hahaha... Yea, Lynna thanks for the 'valentine' message too, it woke me up at 1am.

Have been busy editing grandma's video. It is to screen on her 80th birthday. Looking at all the old pictures brought me down memory lane, and also reminded me that I have come a long way. Oh no, I'm 19 going on 20! Woah...

KI will be on 28th Feb. Yay, can get to see my juniors again!

Temporary Pain, Eternal Perspective

2011-02-11T14:33:00.003+08:00

2 Cor 4:16-18
"Therefore we do not lose heart. Though outwardly we are wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day. For our light & momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs all. So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal.

At times, we all experience emotional, physical or physiological pain as we stand for Christ in this world. At such times we may wonder if anything good could come from our suffering. But Paul insisted that good things come from bad situations.

As he boldly proclaimed Christ's message of salvation, Paul experienced severe persecution and suffered greatly. Yet in the midst of those hardships he saw that his sufferings always had an eternal benefit. That eternal perspective affected his attitude about sufferings for Christ, and it turned it into something for which Paul thanked God.

Whenever believers suffer for the cause of Christ, they're making deposits in an eternal account. Can they see the account grow? No, usually not. Can they make early withdrawals? Again, the answer is no. But Paul promises suffering Christians that the eternal benefits far outweighs any present suffering they're facing.

While this truth may not relieve our immediate pain, it will give hope. And the hope that something good can come from something bad helps us trust God during tough times. If your faith has brought you hardship that hasn't yet passed, ask God for a new sense of the hope of which Paul spoke.

As the bridge of the song "I'm trading my sorrows" says,
I'm pressed but not crushed.
I'm perplexed but not in despair.
I'm persecuted but not abandoned.
I'm struck down but not destroyed.
It is actually taken from verses 7 to 9.

These are our treasures in jars of clay!

Discovering the spirit of CNY

2011-02-02T16:35:00.007+08:00

Went out with family on Monday to KL to capture the CNY atmosphere in malls and of course, to shop around, since sales are always everywhere during festive seasons.

So got my camera, snapped some okay shots (really want to get a better lens, but I think I should stick to this first as lens are super costly).

Pavilion

Cute Wabbit (Like what Loony said)

I personally love this fountain, nicer than the one in KTT. haha

You know, when blessings are being poured down on you like showers, the refreshing feeling is overwhelming.

Perhaps this picture should remind me to be a fountain of blessings to others.

Cheras Leisure Mall

We went to Times Square and Sg Wang Plaza as well but the CNY decorations were not really that special to me, but what really caught my eyes was Midvalley's unique and creative decorations which lighted up the spirit of the Chinese cultural festival this year. Anyway, it's only my opinion, because beauty is in the eyes of the beholder right?

A random shot in which I edited and made it like a poster. Too free...lol!

Convinced to buy Crocs now? Go buy it now, while stocks last!!!
(lame)

Results...

2011-01-25T16:48:00.009+08:00

Yesterday was results day. I thought I couldn't sleep but surprisingly I slept like a pig. Maybe because I really prayed for God to make me a sleeping beauty for that night.

Thank God for my results. Praise the Lord!

When I was in the midst of rejoicing, bad news came one by one. I was saddened by the fact that I cannot see them in KTT anymore.

Willy, Melzie and Ricky will always be my role models for life. You all have never let CF down. God has greater plans for you ahead. I believe God doesn't want your testimonies to be known in KTT only, but your stories will spread across other places as well.

To the rest of my beloved friends,

Though I fall, I will rise again. Though I sit in darkness, the Lord Himself will be my light.
Micah 7:8

The godly will fluorish like palm trees.
Psalm 92:12

Sorry, I can't find palm trees. So, I snapped a guava tree. Can also kan? Paiseh...

Let us not make this post sad. Just a last picture to make us laugh, or feel menyampah.

You have all the rights to throw tomatoes at me now.

Dad's 57th Bday Reflections...

2011-01-23T19:31:00.004+08:00

We went to Midvalley to celebrate my dad's birthday last Friday.

Loved the CNY decorations there. Also blown away by the acrobatic performance from some Chinese children. They actually left home in China to perform in Malaysia until 1 February. So cute and small yet could be so independant.

Anyway, we indeed had a great time celebrating!

Happy Birthday Papa! (My dad's on the right, not the left one ah)

Poor Cat...

2011-01-19T22:29:00.003+08:00

I never liked cats.

But because there were no other animals around, so I snapped a picture of this cat.

Then, after looking at the picture again, I had to say this cat is kinda cute.

The reason why I put it in B&W was because of the story behind this cat.

Few hours before, this cat was trying to catch the attention of my neighbour's cat. My neighbour's cat is exceptionally chubby and pretty (and also lazy & snobbish). He meowed and meowed for quite some time, but sadly, my neighbour's cat did not respond his 'love'.

That was why he sat there alone, with his sunken eyes, reflecting at his colourless life.

I realized that the feeling of being rejected can be really painful not only in humans but also in animals.

Awaiting CNY...

2011-01-17T14:52:00.005+08:00

It's that time of the year again - a time where bright flamboyant lanterns sets the mood for this auspicious celebration. Again, it will be another busy time preparing for CNY service.

The decorations in church

What I anticipate most is neither the food, nor the red packets(okay, maybe a lil'), but more of the jovial atmosphere that is pretty much appealing to me.

So, my camera's on, my smiles are on and I'm ready to capture pictures of myself in RED. :)

Live because of Your grace

2011-01-15T13:02:00.000+08:00

Bruno Mars - Just the way you are (Jayesslee cover)

2011-01-11T21:00:00.003+08:00

Victor kept singing this song in Sarawak. And now I like it. And I was blown away by this version. They changed the lips part to hands. Haha. I prefer hands though.

Memoirs of Sarawak 2011...

2011-01-11T13:03:00.005+08:00

First stop: Miri (4th - 5th)

We stayed at Cosy Inn. I truly love the pillows there. If possible, I would love to just stay there the whole day sleeping. Thanks to Kai Sye's family for their hospitality.

Also thanks to Lee Sean for bringing the rest of us out shopping and hunting for food. Dim Sum in 2020 restaurant was yummy!

Realized that there were many Christian bookshops too. That's so cool!

The best part was visiting the longhouse. Thanks to Judith's family for treating us so well as if we're princes & princesses. Tried their ketupat which tasted like lemang. We tried tuak as well. A sip almost made me drunk. So, if you want to make me pengsan, put tuak in my drink.

Second stop: Bintulu (5th - 7th)

The guys stayed in Gavin's house. Very homely. The girls put up 2 nights at Adeline's place. A home filled with joy & laughter. And the source of laughter came from none other but her mischievous yet lovable brother, Edmund Yong. If you are suffering from depression, come to Adeline's house in Bintulu.

Sophia joined us also. Still like to crack jokes with her expressionless face.

Went for BBQ in Bintulu beach, The waves were on high tide but the scenery of the undulating waves was breathtaking. Then it rained, and slowly it got 'wilder'. So we rushed back to Adeline's house to play cards. Good thing I didn't lose again. If not, habis maruah I.

And yea, Bintulu has wide roads. No traffic jam. That's the beautiful part of Bintulu.

The ugly part, UPM. Kesian Victor's friend, Hou Ting.

Then it was time to say goodbye to Bintulu.

Third stop: Sibu (7th)

We did not put up a night there because we wanted to stay longer in Kuching. Met Ling, John Lau, John Kiu, John Hii, Eshabel, Melissa & Kwan Tsien. So nice to meet them again.

We lepak at Bukit Aup. Lots of fishes, Doris was the most excited one there.

Bintangor's rojak was good. Thanks to Eshabel!

Last stop: Kuching (8th - 10th)

We took the 11.45pm bus. The journey took us about 6 hours to reach the capital city of Sarawak.

Kuching, I can say is the most developed place in this state. Lots of hotels, shopping malls, places to eat and visit. Alvin's uncle drove us around Kuching, bringing us to well known places to eat and take pictures. Thanks to him!

We went to an Anglican church -St Thomas last Sunday. Amazing voices from the choir. It's like those in movies!

Visited Sarawak Cultural Village. Paid RM25 instead of RM15 because I did not bring my student card. Learned a lot. The happy couple, Alvin & Suok Ling joined us. And also our beloved senior from Kuching, Daniel came with us too.

Went to see orang utans also. Found my long-lost brother there. And I wish him all the best in winning Ritchie's throne.

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It was really a memorable time in East Malaysia. Thanks to all my traveling mates - Victor, Doris, Jane, Kai Sye, Chia Min, Chia Ying, Adeline, Judith & John Lau. Hopefully there will be another one like this but currently undergoing financial crisis after this trip. Jehovah Jireh, God will provide, Amen for that!

Pictures of our trip in Sarawak are available in facebook.

Genting Reflections and Random...

2011-01-03T11:40:00.005+08:00

We wanted to just take a break after all the busy preparations for Christmas. So we decided to go to a cold place, since for the past few years we have been going to beaches.

It was a mistake. Didn't know it was so cold, we suffered like never before. Sneezing, wheezing, tearing at the same time.

The place we stayed was called Amber Court.
One word: Interesting!
This is a place where you can experience 'peace' and 'tranquility'.

Flying Coaster. We didn't go for it because only Kent and I wanted to play, no fun. But I will definitely try it next time.

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2008

2009

2010

2011

Looking at them makes me smile. :)

Christmas 2010 Reflections...

2010-12-28T10:20:00.007+08:00

After the much hectic schedule of preparing for Christmas 2010, finally it's all over. The real message of Christmas was once again spread across the little town of Tampin. And I was given another opportunity to glimpse at the nativity through Christmas Carols and the scriptures read in the account of Matthew & Luke.

Ok, just to reflect back the Christmas programmes that were held a few days back.

WHAATEVER! 2 Christmas Edition (18th Dec)

Power Kids Christmas Party (19th Dec)

Christmas Caroling (22nd Dec)

Congrats to TM and also Lynna Kew for their excellent results for PMR. keep up the good work and shine for Jesus! And not forgetting the others - Andrew, Madeline....

Letitia

Lynna

'Christmas Is The Gift' Celebration (24th Dec)

Apart from all the crazy photo sessions & food(calories, calories & more calories as quoted by Kent). I realized something.

3 years ago, I wasn't fond of coming to this place to serve. I could have friends where we could hang out in shopping malls, bowling alleys & taking pictures in hotels & posh restaurants during church anniversaries.

Now, having served for 3 years, I realized that a simple game of captain ball or a jog exploring the town, getting chased by dogs, being frightened by geese and chickens could be fun too. Speaking broken mandarin, comparing Tampin & the mighty KL, could easily be the source of our laughter. Instead of learning, I got to teach people my little knowledge of LCD & PA. The Bible says, it is more blessed to give than to receive. I'm a blessed child indeed!

No doubt there were ups and downs, there were frustrations and disappointments. However, the years spent here were not wasted. The seeds were sown still. God is omnipresent, I can serve God anywhere.

I once heard of this saying - "只要你肯包容一切的不完美，那就一切完美了".

这个不完美呢，不包括属灵生命上的不完美哦。

可惜的, 有一些人却以为不读经，不祷告，迟来教会是可以包容的，不负责任的行为是可以体谅的。看到他们真的觉得好心酸，有时候甚至很看不起他们。对不起，我讲话有点激动，请多多包涵。

上帝有一定的标准的。人却把它降低 for their own convenience。这是不应该的。

你看，my blog post 离题了。

In conclusion, it's a blessing to serve! And never compromise God's standards.

Anyway, I still love Kajang more than Tampin. Sorry, Tampin folks! hahahaha

D3100 ah D3100, where are you?

2010-12-21T15:36:00.001+08:00

Why is Nikon D3100 out of stock everywhere???!!!

Waited for so long. Sien...

PK Retreat Reflections...

2010-12-11T12:08:00.002+08:00

PK Retreat was great. This 3D2N stay in Swiss Garden Resort, Kuantan taught me many things being a PK.

During the OT times, having a birthright entitles you to a generational blessing. Being a PK is like having a birthright. I learned that we are actually a blessed group of people! That got me thinking a lot, am I living like a blessed guy or am I like Esau, selling my birthright freely? A question that I should ponder from time to time.

Pastor Gabe Ahn preached about our identities in Christ which will lead to our destiny.

Identity 1: We are God's workmanship/masterpiece.
Identity 2: We are sons and daughters of God.
Identity 3: We are royalty/princes & princesses.
Identity 4: We are Christ's mouthpiece.

As simple as all these 4, many times we have never really believed them and taken them closely to our hearts. But in this camp God assured me over and over again that I'm somebody, and I'm special in His eyes.

Actually I do not have many problems being a PK for 19 years, and I like being one, even sharing with people about my experience as a PK. Just that people would expect me to be like perfect all the time, that gave me lots of stress. However, to look at the other side, it's not a bad thing also. That actually pushed me further to become as perfect as what God wants me to be. Even God's word says in

Matthew 5:48
"Be perfect, therefore, as your heavenly Father is perfect."

Today, although I'm still not perfect, but I thank the Lord for who I am now. Because God used church people to correct my faults and mould me to become an example for others.

Made many friends too. I can't be crazy within 3 days, so I was a lil' quiet. Hahaha...

After CAL...

2010-12-06T11:16:00.007+08:00

Wow, how time flies! 2 years have swiftly gone by since the day I began my post-SPM life as a blogger. Reading back my previous blog posts has indeed made me realized how blessed I am. I guess blogging is a good way of counting my blessings. :)

From being blessed with relatively good results, to obtaining a scholarship from the government, and the little little blessings in between, cumulatively show how sufficient His extravagant grace is for me.

I'm still in the midst of my gaining weight programme, yes, with much determination and faith. Just that I'm overloaded with carbs & sugar (as stated in my fb status), I wouldn't want to end up being warded. So having a balanced diet is still vital.

Last week we had a farewell service for the Kongs. It wasn't so teary but what I could see in them was their love for Tampin and LWAOG. Like what Aunty Grace said, it's not a loss, but a time where people will step out from their comfort zone and start serving God. Thank you Kongs for your selfless service in LWAOG. May God continue to use you mightily wherever you are.

Hannah is missing...

Uncle Lawrence's son, Edwin got married last Sunday. He's Edwin Tan btw. I presented 2 wedding songs - I Will Be Here by Steven Curtis Chapman & Endless Love by Lionel Richie. Not much of stage fright anymore, because mum always pushes me up on stage to perform on weddings. As usual, nobody listened. HAHA. Only some of my supportive church friends lent their ears. Love you guys!

And my voice is getting worse. :(

Driving lessons with dad was unforgettable. I hate it when the car mati engine CONTINUOUSLY. Whenever I couldn't brake on time, dad's frightened face was memorable. His 'BRAKE, BRAKE!' tagline is what that keeps me laughing whenever boredom kicks in.

Have to start packing. Pastor's children retreat tomorrow!

America's next top model- family guy

2010-11-16T22:37:00.003+08:00

I recalled an episode in America's next top model few years ago where Tyra Banks got mad with one of the contestants.

Didn't know Family Guy had a parody of this episode. I couldn't stop laughing, especially when the lizard came out from Tyra's mouth. LOL!!!

I had my last paper today. Felt like a large rock on my head, yes my head, has just been lifted up. Now I'm back here in Kajang, living like my post-SPM lifestyle again. It feels good. But sooner or later, I'll get bored and start missing KTT.

I'll miss you my study pals,

FSL family

Not forgetting, Mr.Boo/Mr. Smelly,

And my CF pals who came for the last CF practice,

God bless you all! See you in BTN!

A Sequel To WHAATEVER!

2010-10-09T23:35:00.002+08:00

Spent hours with Kenneth making this simple 50-second video.

Yet, it's satisfying to know that we are doing this for His glory.

Tampin residents out there, get ready for WHAATEVER! v2.0 cum Christmas Edition!!!

Katharine McPhee - Terrified ft. Zachary Levi

2010-10-01T15:53:00.000+08:00

I dedicate this song to all couples

Perhaps I'll feel this way when God's best comes into my life. :)

Fame...

2010-09-15T23:05:00.003+08:00

I first heard of this singer called Katy Perry sometime in January last year. I recalled I was then in KTM with my friends. Seeing me so restless sitting there alone, this friend of mine approached me with her MP3 player.

“Hey, hear this song, really nice, by Katy Perry!”

“Katy what?”

“Katy Perry la, you don’t know meh? Nah, listen, bet you’ll like it.”

She stuffed the ear phone into my ears.

The song sounded really cool, the beat was very catchy, but…I Kissed A Girl?

“This singer is a He or a She?”

“She la!”

Okay, I knew this singer was not one whom I should look up to. I passed the earphones back to my friend.

“Not for me, sorry!”

After more than 1.5 years have gone by, the name Katy Perry came back to my ears. Heard that she became really famous after she sang “I Kissed A Girl”. Everybody is talking about her, everybody is falling in love with her songs. I didn’t care much until one of my friends told me she’s a pastor’s daughter. I was like “What!”…

I googled her and I found out that both her parents are pastors from California (Now I know why she sang “California Girls”). Before that, she sang in church and even released a gospel album before.

Haih…no words can describe how disappointed I am.

She could have used her fame to testify about God’s goodness. She could have become a great role model to many Christian youths outside there, and an inspiration to pastor’s kids like me. I guess she really forgot to count her blessings - the singing talent, the gift of dancing, and even the pretty look she possesses.

It’s not wrong to become famous. We can use our fame to draw people’s attention to hear our testimonies, like what some HK celebrities are doing now. However, when popularity goes over the top, if not handled properly, it kills! Britney Spears, Miley Cyrus, Christina Aguilera all started singing in church, but they took for granted of their God-given gifts. See how they have become.

We should pray for these celebrities, so that they will turn back to God. Perhaps they have not experienced God in their lives; they just believe what their parents believe. That’s saddening. Like mum said before, “Your parents’ salvation does not earn you a place in heaven.”

The decision to believe in Jesus Christ is a personal choice and making right choices are indeed so crucial.

I'm gonna miss that.

2010-09-12T23:59:00.002+08:00

I love gatherings.

I love fellowship with my friends.

But, I'm gonna miss that soon.

" Friendship isn't a big thing - it's a million little things. "

Thank you, I appreciate it lots.

I always have no idea on titles...

2010-09-07T22:56:00.006+08:00

Life is no brief candle to me.

It is a sort of splendid torch which I have got a hold of for a moment,

And I want to make it burn as brightly as possible

Before handling it on to future generations.

- George Bernard Shaw

I have passed the baton. But,

Did I achieve the goal? Did I manage to pass down the legacy?

Well, it's a matter of time and we'll see as everything takes its course.

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Things change, people change,

It doesn't mean you forget the past or try to cover it up.

It also doesn't mean you dwell in the past and keep whining about it.

It simply means that you move on and treasure all the memories.

That was me few days ago.

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I learned NMR from youtube today. Thank God at least I got the rough idea about it.

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It's only through life's bends and turns

That we can truly GROW and learn.

Yea, I'm really growing now. Forced to grow like a plant being given auxin continuously.

Like today, my dad gave me money and asked me to eat in McD.

They are trying to "fatten" me up.

How about that?

It feels good to be underweight sometimes. Hahahaha....

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I am getting crazier each day. Maegy influenced me.

I guess it is one of the ways of de-stressing myself.

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For the persecuted bros & sis...

2010-09-03T22:31:00.004+08:00

I could vividly remember Open Doors came to minister in Living Water. They came and shared with us during Good Friday and Easter Sunday service last year. Open Doors is a movement that provides news and information about the persecuted churches worldwide. Today as I was browsing through some books, I came across the bulletin from Open Doors in between my abandoned Form 5 revision books, or chucked away to be accurate. I did not plan to read it actually. However the sudden thought of "I have to improve my English" came to my mind. So I took and read it.

Guess what, it's not a coincidence that I had that thought at that instant.

As I read through page after page, seeing Christians all around the world receiving relentless persecution - threatened, imprisoned, executed for the sake of the gospel, my heart was filled with deep compassion.

I thought, "Perhaps this is why Open Doors exists."

This critical point made by Al Jassen, co-author of Light Force and Secret Believers struck me .

"Our ministry is to strengthen the church under persecution, not to eliminate persecution."

In Uzbekistan, Marina, the wife of David Shestakov, who was arrested and sentenced to 4 years detention for what the authorities called "illegal religious activities", made her testimony.

"While David's imprisonment has been very traumatic for us, there have been some real benefits. We started to pray more as a family. My girls are getting kinder, they are good to each other and they comfort each other. Sometimes I brought the girls along to see their dad. It is important to for them to see dad in prison, knowing he is not a criminal, but suffers for Jesus."

How more powerful can that statement be?

As I read further, it seemed that Christians from China were under strict surveillance too. I admire their passion and perseverance, not to forget the optimism that they possessed during those difficult times. They even said that they liked persecution because it brought them closer to God and also gave them the opportunity to share the Good News with others.

Aren't we so so so much blessed than them?

Still don't feel blessed enough?

- Christians in North Korea are persecuted constantly and some are even executed secretly.
- In Saudi Arabia & Iran, conversion is punishable by death if the accused does not recant.
- There is no visible church in Afghanistan.
- A very tiny minority of ethnic Somalis are practising their faith in secret.
- It's impossible to open a church in Maldives. Only a handful of indigenous believers who live their faith in complete secrecy.
- In Laos, from time to time believers are arrested; many are tortured to renounce their faith.
- In Eritrea, Eritrean church leaders told Open Doors that almost 3000 Christians had been incarcerated for Christ.

These things are still happening today. Yes, today, in this "civilized" and "democratic" world.

Yet His Grace will be sufficient for us to go through whatever challenges or situations that he may put us in.

And you'll be amazed how real God really is to our hearts.

2nd post from KTT library...

2010-08-21T11:15:00.005+08:00

I'm staying back this week because Pre-A2 will be from next Monday till next next Friday.
Boyy, that's gonna be really long.
But, thinking of the super exciting & stress-free KI continually motivates me to study hard and give my best shot for A2. After that, I am free!!! (for few months only la...)

Wow, how time flies! I already took my AS, IELTS, then got my results, and now 2 months++ to graduation night. Anyway, praise the Lord for keeping the promise He gave to me through His servant Susu who encouraged me with a verse from Romans 8:28 in November last year. I got 4As for AS examination, it was really a blessing! As for IELTS, I did not do so well, I got Band 7, but I also thank God for that. I guess I need to read more, write more (using proper English) and to be careful with my grammar in speech as well.

Last Wednesday was exciting, CF election night. The election lasted really long, maybe because there were so many nominees. Thank God for choosing these 12 out of the multitudes to take over CF. It's not going to be easy, it has never been easy also. I believe that it's not just their "potentials" that got them a post in CF, but their passion to serve and also their hearts that are longing to see CF going from strength to strength, from glory to glory. Congrats to...

President: I-vonne (Maegyvear)
V. President 1: Benjamin (Edwin, that's me!)
V. President 2: Xiu Jing (Joyner)
Secretary: Geraldine (Sophia)
Treasurer: Joseph (Mark)
Coordinators
Praise & Worship: Lynton (Ricky & Gavin)
Prayer 1: Esther (Willy)
Prayer 2: Jude (Willy)
Event: Corine (Melissa)
Music: Rachel (new post)
Sports: Jacinta (Victor)
Media & Publicity: Yong Kuang (Gebby & Ling)

KTM reflections...

2010-08-08T22:20:00.005+08:00

Went back home by KTM last Friday.

KTM was packed with people, and as usual, I was sandwiched right after I entered the train.

'Banyak orang banyak ragam', so true. Young people nowadays have various behavioral features, some are really weird - their outfits explained it all.

A scarf around a guy's neck on a hot sunny day?
A girl wearing a beautiful dress, but YELLOW socks and sport shoes with sunglasses?
Weird looking hairstyles that actually made me thought for a moment whether I was in Japan or not.

Not only that, in desperate situations, where everyone is in need of something that can keep them from falling, yesterday's incident reflected the selfishness of people in our present society. I don't understand why young people, who have received moral education since their primary years, could not even bother to give their seats to parents cuddling babies, who were standing with a lack of steadiness and to the older ones breathing profusely. What a saddening sight!

I was there too, standing throughout the journey. Good thing Kajang was 3 to 4 stations away from Nilai, I didn't have to stand for too long, carrying my green-china-looking luggage bag and college bag.

There was this tall, sexy, diva-ish Thai lady came into the train. All eyes were on her once she entered. I was really disgusted to see old men, like in their 50s, 60s, kept looking at her throughout the journey like what Hokkien people says, "ham sap gui", means hantu miang.

More and more people entered the train after each stop, they pushed me, leaving my luggage bag about 1 metre away from me. I was like "Excuse me, my luggage bag!", "Tolong ambil beg saya yang warna hijau tu, please..."

Everybody was in the midst of maintaining their stability, but, there was this Indian boy boasting away about his results. Aiyo, ama ama...I was like "Stop blowing your trumpet la, and don't talk so loud, nobody is interested to know you got first class honours for 1st sem, 2nd sem, 3rd sem and all the other sems la..." I was praying that nobody brought a gun, if not, he would be shot at his mouth for sure.

"And aunty, don't breathe with your mouth, your breath is not that nice to smell la, do consider this poor little chinese boy in front of you." "And yea, do remember to brush your teeth and put deodorant before you step out from your house, have mercy on our present society!"

The hardest part was getting out from that crowded train. I didn't care much about my reputation at that time, I just screamed like a typical chinese aunty from pasar "Excuse me, saya nak keluar!" Good thing I'm small in size, I managed to squeeze through heading towards the door.

Moral Lesson:
In desperate situations, people can do anything. Like me, screaming on top of my voice.
Try taking KTM during peak hours, it's a place where you can see the true colours of people.

July Reflections...

2010-08-01T23:35:00.008+08:00

warning: THIS IS A LONG POST

1.
Phew! Finally exams are over (I mean mid-sem and IELTS only). At least some heavy burdens are laid down, and now I can pay full attention on my scary A2 syllabus. AS results will be out on 12th August, followed by IELTS results the next day. How do I feel about that? Mixed feelings of fear and also assurance that God is there no matter how my results turn out to be. But, there's one thing I really hope and pray for, that is my friends will not end up in disappointment. Oh yea, I seriously hope that Loony & my other friends can get top in the world!

Bye bye IELTS!

2.
Since the juniors came, I tried to set a good example to them. It wasn't hard actually, but still I made mistakes. I joined in the open dance floor during ICS charity night. Sad to say, I lost control of myself. It wasn't a pleasant sight at all. Thank God Wily was there to pull me away from the crowd. Guilt gripped me after that. And so I told some juniors not to pattern after this bad example of mine. But why did I have to tell them? Because if I didn't, they would think it's okay. No, it's not okay. Dancing is alright, but getting overboard is not good. Here I want to say sorry if I in any way, gave you a bad impression about CF because of me. It was not CF's fault, but mine. Better don't go clubbing...

Anyway, thanks to all CF choir members who performed that night! They all gave their best and I believe it's not for their glory. Good job!

Jude with the guitar, me with CF's new keyboard

3.
My CF committee gave me a study bible for my birthday. Yea, they gave me the present 3 months after my 19th birthday. 3 MONTHS??!!! Yea, but I still love them anyway. Haha... And you wouldn't want to know the 'persecutions' and 'sufferings' I had to endure in order to get this gift. It was certainly a memorable one!

4.
Last Saturday, my family and I attended SMKSI's 10th anniversary dinner. Well, the most interesting part I think was the performance by Dafi and Farah AF. Wow! Didn't know my ex-school could invite such famous artistes to perform for the dinner. Bangga giler!

The LOHs

My only ex-classmate who came for the dinner, Sandy

5.
L.O.L is Living Water AOG's next A.W.E.S.O.M.E event organised by YA. Looking forward to that. I wonder how it's gonna be like? Who laughs the loudest? Well, Melzie would win if she joins. Haha... Magdeline stands a chance as well! LOL!

Orientation 2010 Reflections...

2010-07-04T22:55:00.002+08:00

Orientation for the juniors this year was kinda fun. Though I wasn't a faci, but I had quite a bit of fun talking to some of the juniors and selling my books was one of the best part. It was a great experience as I have to put my marketing skills into action. Haha... You never know how tough it was to "promote" my products in 3 different languages - English, Mandarin & Malay(that was the hardest part).

We have 100+ people who came for CF. It was a WOW number! Everything went on well. Pastor Dave shared about Daniel. SIC performance was an eye-opener to me personally. Haha... The video about CF was also awesome, except for the dancing part.

For more blog posts about the orientation, you can read Loon Han's, Maegyvear's and Harjir's blog. Very interesting!

Dottie, Reba and Destiny - REMIND ME DEAR LORD

2010-07-03T22:12:00.002+08:00

Remind Me Dear Lord

Written by Dottie Rambo

Verse I:

The things that I love, and hold dear to my heart

Are just borrowed they’re not mine at all

Jesus only let me use them to brighten my life

So remind me, remind me dear Lord

Chorus:

Roll back the curtain of memories now and then

Show me where you brought me from

And where I could have been

Remember I’m human, and humans forget

So remind me, remind me dear Lord

Verse II:

Nothing good have I done to deserve God’s own Son

I’m not worthy of the scars in His hand

Yet He chose the road to Calv’ry to die in my stead

Why He loved me, I can’t understand

I got to hear this lovely song last Sunday in my church service. My dad's preaching sermon was about "Why the Righteous Suffer?". He preached that in connection to the news that shocked our country about the death of 5 family members from the Wee Family in a tragic car accident. I recalled that day when I heard about the news and my heart was filled with unusual sadness, even though I never knew them. I nearly shed a tear when I read the news about their funeral service and learned about how strong the eldest daughter, Joy was during the whole event.

As all of us know, they were Christians. One really distinct difference that I can see in a Christian memorial or funeral service is there's no wailing or shouting. What I have always observed and felt in a Christian memorial service was PEACE. Of course, sadness and grief would definitely be present at that very moment. Tears would certainly flow naturally as well. However, God's word says that this is not the end yet. We still have the hope to meet those who already gone before us. HOPE is there, at that solemn service. Nothing could be any more comforting than knowing there's HOPE.

This song really reminds me that everything that I hold dear to my heart (my family, my friends, my scholarship, etc) are just a loan from God and they're not mine at all. The 2nd verse grips my heart. Why did Jesus choose the road to Calvary for us? Why He chose to love us when we don't love Him? I can't understand, I can't comprehend. If that isn't LOVE, then what is it? What is it?

People, be grateful with what you have now because one day, you have to return back all these things to the owner. Appreciate them while you still can!

Pictures from Penang...

2010-06-25T17:48:00.003+08:00

Definition of Penang:
Yummy City, World of Food!!!

Got Georgetown White Coffee some more! LOL

I thought DSLR only can take WOW pictures, tak sangka my Canon Ixus 60 can make wonders too! Me likes!

Korean Setting, Kampung Malaysian Boy

Here comes the menyampah picture.

Can't help it. When a kampung boy gets to go to a fitting room in a shopping mall, he must take an emo shot of himself before leaving.

Juniors are coming next week. Heard that about 215 nons will be coming to KTT. Wow, that's a lot! Woot Woot!

Penang! Penang!

2010-06-18T18:12:00.003+08:00

Currently in Hotel Royal Penang. Just came back from a swim and a 10-minute sauna, but it was pointless for me, because obviously no fats to be burned. Haha...

Just now was really cool. Did some shopping at Gurney Plaza. I thought the things there would be costly, but to my surprise, they are actually quite cheap. Went to all sorts of food courts to try their Hokkien Mee(Prawn Mee), Kuey Teow and of course, desserts!!! Cendol, Ais Kacang, Fruit Juices came just right in time to quench my thirst, after a long time walking under the hot scorching sun, hunting for Penang's best.

Comparing Penang to KL, one of the most distinct differences I can see is the people. In KL, most of them speak Cantonese. However, in Penang, everywhere Hokkien. It was really tough to understand them because their "loghat" is a bit different. Thank God they could speak English also, no grammar mistakes somemore, better than KL people leh...hehe...

Ok, that's all. Going to enjoy myself in the bath tub now. Bye!

变

2010-06-15T11:48:00.002+08:00

突然好想用中文来写部落格。这几天的假期没什么特别。只是最近想了很多，觉得很多人都变了。本来对某些事情很坚持的，突然间变得很随便了。本来忠心耿耿的，也渐渐变心了。原本很脆弱的，也因为一两次的“教训”而变得更勇敢，结果整天带着苦瓜脸，令人看了好心酸。Haih... 人，真的在那么短暂的日子里，那么容易变吗？

感谢神，即使全世界的人都变了，但是神的爱永远不变。

The songs I listen to

2010-06-04T23:40:00.003+08:00

I felt that I have been sinning lately. And I always feel that way whenever I sing some songs that really contradict to the Bible's teachings. I have been singing Lady Gaga's "Pokerface" because I felt that the song was really nice. However, I also knew that the main idea of the song is about bisexuality and lyrically it's about sex and gambling. Yet, I still sing it like it's okay to sing it, what's worse is that I sang it in CF practice with others. I'm really sorry about that.

Well, some of you might think it's nothing wrong singing these songs, it's just a song, you don't have to agree with what the song says. Sorry, not for me. To me, it's like saying out hurtful words to someone and then I say, "This is not from my heart." I can't, I think God would be much more delighted if I put in more time to listen songs containing better messages.

I think God does care about what we hear. If not, he wouldn't have raised up so many Christian bands & singers like Darlene Zschech, Reuben Morgan, Chris Tomlin, Avalon, FIR...to introduce to us so many beautiful Christian songs. I can imagine God in heaven grinning from ear to ear looking at us singing His songs. But, if we sing songs related to sex, violence, hatred...how will God's reaction be in heaven?

You may say I'm super darn holy. Yes, I AM and I choose to live my life for Him. I can't serve God on one hand, and on the other hand I sing about bisexuality. I can't, it's very hypocritical for me to do that.

This is just my opinion about this. I'm not sure if anyone is with me in this matter. Even if there isn't any, I will still be firm about this. I want to set a new normal for myself. Like what my mum said in CF today, "Oh be careful little ears what you hear..."

Very true.

Mopping out of LOVE

2010-06-04T23:23:00.003+08:00

This morning we helped the aunty cleaners to mop the floor. The girls prepared the breakfast.
We were glad that we did something meaningful today.
We hoped that the aunty cleaners will know that it's because of God that we could do such a thing.
Thank God for helping us to do this out of LOVE.
I guess God really loves these aunty cleaners.
Thanks to all who helped out this morning.

What I Have Been Doing Lately...

2010-04-16T09:22:00.007+08:00

Just some updates when I was MIA.

FABULOUS FEBRUARY
Celebrated CNY.
Not much difference as compared to last few years' CNY, just that I looked more matured this year. The hair, the outfit, everything seemed too old for me. I wasn't fond of hearing the latest CNY songs like I used to. Guess it's because of my A-levels. Woe to you, A-levels!

Stone(Lydia's dog) and I

Horizontal stripes were the fashion for this year's CNY

Why Fabulous?
It was saddening to know that my CNY holidays was only for a week. But, my CNY mood did not fade off once I stepped back into my college, nor did the study mood start to fill my life once again. We were preparing for our college's CNY celebration conducted by our newly formed Chinese Cultural Education Society (CCES). I became the MC, which I had never thought in a million years that I would ever be one, even if it's a small scale celebration. Well, God gave me the guts and it turned out good! I also participated in the singing and also a sketch where I became the STAR of the day - Maria the maid. Some even suggested that I should make a series where I fall in love with my boss and have children...(dumbfounded)

My MC partner, Chia Ying

Sampat sketch team...

MARVELOUS MARCH
Why marvelous? For the 1st time our college organised an event that I like - Festival Seni or FESNI. I was "destined" to be in the green contingent. I hate that colour, why not yellow?, I questioned, I wailed, but nobody seemed to care and attend to me...sobs...Every green team member had to join at least one event. So I chose the easiest one - CHOIR. Never did I know that I would become the choir leader, never did I know that I would play the keyboard and never ever did I know that I would take this choir thing so seriously. However, CROCS managed to get into the finals. Though the green choir team did not obtain the utmost victory, but deep down in our hearts we were glad that it was over. The best thing was people from other contingents came and told us we were the best. Wow, that feeling was awesome. A pat in the back plus a word of encouragement were a lot more satisfying than gaining the prize!

Great singers

The Great Amy Gaga

Our Boss who arranged almost everything, Faruqi

AWESOME APRIL
Why awesome? Because Jesus died for you and me! Celebrated Good Friday and Easter Sunday in church. I learned that Jesus' resurrection gives us:

1. The power to change our lives

2. The power to do good & to be good.

3. The power to cancel our pasts.

Col 2:13 when you were dead in your sins and in … your sinful nature, God made you alive with Christ. He forgave us all our sins, 14having canceled … he took it away, nailing it to the cross。

Jn 3:17 Jesus didn't come to condemn the world but thru Him the world might be saved

Ro 8:1 "There is now no condemnation to those who are in Christ Jesus

4. The power to conquer our problems

5. The power to change our character

It's awesome to continually being reminded of the cross and how we should bear the cross and not just wearing the cross. I love this song "It's Your Love" which says,

What grace divine what selflessness
That Christ would bear the weight
Our proof is scarred on hands that bled
That we were worth every nail

and also Verse 3 that says:

Beyond the tomb to holy skies
He rose in victory
And bridged for us the great divide
His life is our liberty

It's his LOVE that has saved me.
It's his BLOOD that has claimed me.
What more can I say but WOW?

Revo Nilai was the next BIG thing that I went for. It was on the 10th April. The hall was packed and I believe that lives were transformed and renewed. Yes, I want to be a world changer!

How? Proverbs 3:5
" Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding. In all ways acknowledge Him and He'll make your paths straight."

I want to buy this camera, me want, me want!!!

Currently working on "Put it in a love song" by Alicia Keys, competing for E-Wards...

something to reflect upon...

2010-03-29T10:59:00.002+08:00

you say,
how can you become a dentist when you don't brush your teeth twice a day?

well,
same thing,
how can you not serve GOD if you say that you love Him?

WHAATEVER! Reflections...

2010-02-07T23:07:00.006+08:00

How do I feel about WHAATEVER!? Two words: AWESOMELY FUN!!!
Anyway, for the others who do not know what WHAATEVER stands for, it's Work Hard As A Team EVER!
Yea, we achieved our objectives and managed to see team spirit among the youths. Besides that, WHAATEVER was a time to unleash their physical, mental and emotional potential...lol

Station: Kawaii Photoshop
Condition: Must be cutie...

GROUP A

The bridegroom leaving the bride, helpless

War!!!

Freestyle shot

GROUP B

Sad and Cute

Wow, that's Anger but in a Cute way

Freestyle shot

GROUP C

Sad...

Chia Hue's hair got pulled but looks like she's enjoying it

Look at Li Min...can't stop laughing...

GROUP D

Sad...

Anger...

This freestyle shot is so cool...especially the guy in black...

We also had "Say The 10", "Dig It" and "Touch Not The Ground".

"Dig It" was gruesome...Just to find a marble inside 2 pails filled with spoiled vegetables, mud, soil, sand, little stones and of course water to memeriahkan the...hmm...whateverrr...

Touch Not The Ground

Station: Filmography

Situation: A mother in labour at the maternity ward

This mum is dead

This mum is abandoned

This mum is giggling while delivering...painless labour

This mum is acting cute while giving birth

Situation: The Cover of A High Fashion Magazine

This is cool

This is lagi cool...duh...

This is all over the place...hey, look at red T girl...syok sendiri!

Promoting watch huh?

Situation: Zoo Negara

BEWARE of these MAMMALS!!!

Group C got 1st place, followed by Group B, Group A and the last, Group D.
My group lost because of the games la...but we definitely beat all of them in the posing and the memorising...WHATEVERRRR!!!....

Last shot of the day

Thanks to
* Kenneth WHAATEVER! organiser
* Station masters - Aunty Siew Lee, mum, Uncle Joseph
* Memory Shooter - Uncle Say Heng
* Refreshment - Aunty May Lan

WHAATEVER!...

A song...

2010-01-29T11:19:00.000+08:00

This song really captures my heart, a lot.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lRyc6l0Ook8

Linguistic Reflections...

2010-01-29T10:20:00.005+08:00

Exam is over!!! Err...not exactly, we still have IELTS reading test after this at 3pm. So for the next 4 hours I will be flipping the pages of Thesaurus. Yesterday after CF I took my IELTS book and started doing the reading test. Only then I knew that my vocab is so bad, I had to read the particular sentence over and over again to grasp it's meaning. After much perseverence in trying to figure out what the definiton of those words were, which somehow looked like strangers to me, I finally humbled myself to check the dictionary. Merely from yesterday, I gained many insights - not just learning new words, but also some facts that I never knew before!

There was this particular reading passage that I read last night concerning about languages. I knew that some languages are at the point of "extinction". However, I was taken aback when I was informed that not some, but half of the world's 6,800 languages are likely to vanish within 2 generations - that's one language lost every ten days!

It came to me the story about the Jews being held in captivity by the Babylonians. Their mother language, Habrew since then had not been used by the Jews, as their way of life were influenced and structured by the linguistic habits of their community and geographical locations. Because of that, they lost their mother tongue in which I can say it's a loss of priceless culture. Imagine, traditions cultivated and practised by our ancestors being passed down from generations to generations, destroyed due to factors relating to government policies, economic globalisation plus losing pride in their own mother tongue. That is saddening.

However, God is so good and still remains faithful to the people of Israel. In 1946, He reunited back the Jews and guess what, the long lost Hebrew language was revived again! A languge that remained dormant for almost 2000 years, suddenly became alive again...I cannot fathom. It's a miracle!

I also thought for a while ," How did these languages come from?" So I called my dad and asked him. He asked me to read Genesis 11 and then only I knew. Long time ago, the people spoke a single language only, but as the population grew, they began to talk about building a great city, a temple tower reaching to the skies - a monument to themselves. God was upset because the people developed pride in themselves, so He gave them different languages. As a result, they were scattered all over the earth and the building of the tower of Babel was barred.

But why did God do that? Why did He want to scatter the people and gave them different languages? I was confused and kept asking why. Well, sometimes we humans just love to question God this, question God that, holding Him responsible for whatever that dawns upon us. But we fail to see His other blessings that are continually pouring down on us - our health, our loved ones, our country. Even life is a miracle, since nobody can deny that life is fragile. Even when it comes to academic results, some did well and some didn't. Does that mean God hates those who didn't do well? Sometimes, hard and difficult times, trials and testings, mould us to become a stronger person, inside out.

Perhaps God gave us different languages so that we can have a chance to discover each other's culture. If we were to have a single language, there won't be any TV shows about tourism, celebs going to distant places, blowing us away with the uniqueness of the those cultures we have never seen before, informing us about their importance.

Well, I guess besides Coca-Cola, there's a word, a Hebrew word to be exact, that is used all over the world - Hallelujah. Imagine, Christians gathering as one body, uniting their hearts together, shouting Hallelujah and praising God. What a sight to behold! Our God is a God of one language, one tribe and one nation. We lay down our differences and unite together with our similarities. Our God is for all, not just for one particular nation, not just for the rich or poor, or the strong, or the meek. He supercedes science because He is the creator of science. He supercedes history because He's the Alpha and Omega, beginning and the end. He supercedes all languages because He created languages and He will also unite us together with one language - Hallelujah!

EDWIN
29th Jan 2010

Forgive and don't retaliate...

2010-01-09T13:31:00.003+08:00

At this time of distress and fear, all the more we should pray.

Pray that we can forgive them.

Retaliation is not the way to resolve the issue.

Heard that because of this, many believers have decided not to go to church.

Where's our faith? Continue to hold onto the promises of God!

If God is for us, who can be against us?

Anyway, I'm thankful that the Government is strongly against this matter.

Just continue to pray, I believe things will change for the better.

Christmas Everywhere!

2009-12-19T22:09:00.004+08:00

KTT Christian Fellowship
Event: Caroling
Date: 22nd & 23rd Dec 2009

Living Water AOG Tampin
Event: Caroling
Date: 22nd Dec 2009

Living Water AOG Tampin
Event: Christmas Eve Evangelistic Service
Date: 24th Dec 2009
Time: 7 PM
Venue: Living Water AOG Field
Address: Lot 5318, Taman Clonlee 2, Tampin, N.S

Christmas is a time for giving! So there will be mystery gifts for the first 500 early birds!

KTT Christian Fellowship
Event: Christmas Party
Date: 30th Dec 2009
Time: 8 PM
Venue: Kolej Teknologi Timur, Sepang

ALL ARE INVITED!

Reflecting my apartment...

2009-11-22T19:05:00.006+08:00

This was my apartment when I first stepped into KTT...

First week

And now after final sem examination,
This one is shocking...
An "earthquake" occurred when we were having our mid sem break...It wasn't that bad at first but slowly it became worse and worse...

Sooner or later that part will collapse and we can talk with Ru Ren from the hole...so convenient...
My bedroom...clean and tidy...

Seriously the place here is dirty and has a nauseating stench...(but I biasa with the smell already)

I really hope the campus students here will be civilized enough to keep the place clean...no point being an "A" star student academically but in terms of hygiene, "U"= ungraded!

A random post...

2009-11-21T11:15:00.003+08:00

I'm still in college...

Serving in Nilai Baptist this Sunday. Our campus will be in charge of praise and worship. Since most of them have already gone back to their far away home sweet homes, so the Selangorians have to take over. SELANGORIANS, you guys are so cool!!! haha, not forgetting our keyboardist Christine from Penang.

There are so many things that I want to blog about. From how an "earthquake" happened in my apartment to exam experiences to church events to birthday week in KTT...But too bad I don't have the pictures to show you guys. T_T

I had my "piano exam" in church with my examiner Kenneth Loh last month...I played the song "It's Your Blood" and "Xing Fu De Lu Cheng"...I felt that I did well...but somehow my results did not turn out to be so...haih, anyway, it's my examiner who only have the say to my results, not any Tom Dick and Harry...He's an experienced examiner you know...

Had voice training and praise and worship training with Rev Paul Kao from Taiwan on 6th, 7th and 8th November. It was fun learning how to breathe properly while singing...Actually it's all about expanding and contracting your tummy...haha...the uncles with big tummies looked funny when they started singing...goodness...I don't want to look like that next time...that shall be my all time prayer, amen...haha...

Final sem exam has just passed. Throughout these four days, we studied really hard. We could even stay up till 3am in the morning. It's not that we procrastinated, it's just that we always tend to forget...too many facts to be crammed into our little brains...However, that experience was fun somehow...Anyway, it's not a healthy lifestyle, I will only do that during examinations...Thank God I'm only taking four subjects...

After Sunday service I'm free for a week. There are so many things to do...and it's all about the best season of the year- CHRISTMAS!!! Can't wait for that because it's the best time to share the joy and the true meaning of Christmas with friends...

Goodness, I have completed my first sem...

Goodness, seniors are gone by next sem...

Goodness, it has been a year since I sat for my SPM examination...

Goodness, I'm still surviving in this college...

There are so many things that could occur unexpectedly. Perhaps you might think this and that would never happen, or it might turn out to be a disaster. Hey, our minds are merely human minds that are so conformed to logics. Who knows things can change for the better, if we dare to step out and do it with faith?

Edwin in KTT

CF Committee In My House...

2009-10-19T18:00:00.000+08:00

Appreciate you guys who came!

Me and Dollie...

2009-10-19T17:53:00.004+08:00

So cute right??? She's my sister. And she's 25 years old...

My mum had her even before she gave birth to three of us...hoping to get a cute, chubby baby girl...

Though she didn't give birth to a girl, at least her three kids resembled Dollie's cuteness...

LOL

Take time reading this...

2009-10-03T14:10:00.005+08:00

All my life I never have had the slightest doubt about the existence of God. However, I have to admit that I did not experience, even after hearing so many testimonies by people who were touched by God.

So, I was practically a church goer but not until at the age of 11 - 12, that was the turning point in my life (Can't exactly remember how old I was). I went to a Christian Band concert. Before going for it, I thought perhaps I would go just to have some fun, knowing Christian songs are really nice to listen to. Towards the end of the concert, I felt a presence, a presence that I was not yet familiar with. Only then I knew it was the awesomeness of God. It was Him speaking to me, asking me to accept Him and taste His goodness.

I took the step of faith and it was the first time, I prayed a sincere prayer, asking God to let me experience Him. I wanted to be convinced. I told God, " I know You are there but I do not merely wish to know You, but desire to experience a personal relationship with You. I want You to be my friend." At that very instance, I uttered words that I myself couldn't understand. I couldn't stop speaking in tongues. By the time I opened my eyes, I was on the floor. It was really an awesome night. I knew God answered my prayer. My journey as a Born-Again Christian since then, has never been the same again.

Once I told myself that I would not put myself in a position of dependance on others because I wanted to be free and be independant. However, fear of death and failure gripped me. Over the years, the burdens and fears carried on my shoulders only caused me to be impatient and judgmental. They took priority over relationships, friends and family alike.

"Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest... (Matthew 11:28-30) Now, I realize I have to give and do my best in everything and leave the rest to God. Failure or success is just part and parcel of one's life. What matters most is I have found the truth and the truth has set me FREE! I find contentment in praying, even in loving people who do not love me in return. Most importantly, I know what I am believing in, unlike the old me going to church blindly for years before I truly seek Him.

It's not merely the experiences that have caused me to be such a fervent believer of Christ. It's because of the undeniable fact that God who love me so much came to earth as man to die for my sins and your sins. And this God wouldn't have done that if not because of his LOVE for You and I. Even though many times I have failed Him, He still loves me, a sinner.

It would be so very selfish of me to keep this to myself and fail to invite my friends to church and CF. By extending that invitation, perhaps I may face rejection and get upset over it. But, how can this little sacrifice of mine be compared to Christ's sacrifice on the cross?

What can I say? It's worth it.

Holiday at Johor Reflections...

2009-09-25T14:40:00.008+08:00

Our first stop, Muar. Uncle Mike and Aunty Lilian brought us there for lunch. The food there was sumptous - especially the fried sotong ...YUMMY!

Our second stop, JB. As usual, my hospitable Aunt Eunice and Uncle Hock Quan brought us out for dinner. A lavish dinner indeed. We put up a night there. Helped Dua Ee to set up facebook too...

Our third stop, Singapore. This year we didn't stay there; we went jalan-jalan along Bugis Street. Didn't shop much, prices have gone up a lot. Singapore's youngsters are really fashionable - not lala and simple, not too sexy and not too conservative. Why can't we Malaysian youngsters learn to dress like them leh? Haih...

Our fourth stop, JB again. Had breakfast and did some shopping at Holiday Plaza. Bought some necessary stuff. Never missed a McD sundae cone.

Our fifth stop, Skudai. Of course, we ate duck rice la, Ah Xian went there before leh...haha...Met a humorous waiter but to the Loh brothers he was kinda irritating...

Our sixth stop, Pulai Springs Resort. A golf and recreation resort with breathtaking scenery, a place where you can leave your troubles behind and head into a green haven overlooking Mount Pulai. Truly a country club charm with a touch of elegance, love that place! We stayed at CintaAyu All Suites Hotel and of course, I personally enjoyed the swimming pools and the comfy pillows. Because of the pillows, I slept like never before.

That was the end of our Johor trip.

Last stop, Tampin. Exhausted. But the cool thing was we still attended Prayer Meeting, praying for the needs of many people. Had dinner after that. Went Uncle Mike's house for some light supper. Went back home and watched "Raya Bersama Datin Wanabe". I laughed my heads off.

Let me share with you my holiday trip pics with you guys...Share my joy with you all, I never like to keep it to myself you know. Huhu...

I'm always in the middle. That's the disadvantage of being the middle child. Can't taste the syokness of taking photo at either sides.

That's photography...

This is the pillow that I'm talking about...I'll miss you, pillows!

As for now, I have to pull up my socks and start packing my things to go back to college. Still do not know my mid-sem results, keeping my fingers crossed!

So this is my prayer:
Lord, I don't want a C but if I deserved a C, let Your will be done! I'll do better next time!

Underweight Woes...

2009-09-14T22:23:00.006+08:00

" Eh, Irene, why your second son so thin wan? He very 'san' oh...(Hokkien word)..."

" Edwin, you never eat rice ah? Why are you so thin? "

" Edwin how heavy are you ah? Hah!!! XX kg!!! You anorexic ah? "

I have been hearing this since Standard 6.

And my answer is..." Hmm...I don't know? "

I've tried eating more, I've tried working out and I'm still doing so...

I did what I should.

You do not have my body and you do not understand how it works. I'm not like some who can eat three to four bowls of rice at one time. My body does not work like yours. So please try not to ask me the same questions over and over again. My answer is still the same. I know some of you ask me these questions out of concern and I appreciate them very much. But, give me a break please.

It's not that I didn't gain weight. I did. Look...this is a 2003 photo.

Why do people just love to look at how pretty, how handsome, how sharp your nose is, how shapely or muscular your body is, how 'kuaci' your face is and bla bla bla?

At least I have tried to keep myself fit, and that's why my body seldom succumbs to illness. Thank God for giving me good health thus far. Most importantly, my body is the temple of the Holy Ghost.

Underweight people may be feeble physically, but doesn't mean they are feeble-minded. They may look small, but doesn't mean that they are small-hearted.

I'm still trying...Give me some time...Be patient with me...

Perhaps 5 years from now...with the help of a professional Dietitian...my bro?

Back to serving!!!

2009-08-25T17:23:00.003+08:00

-23/8/2009-

Last Sunday, I led worship.

Because I did not lead p&w for quite some time already, so I was really nervous.
(felt like my first time worship leading back in 2005)

Anyway, I prayed about it and had a quick and thorough practice with the worship team on Sat.

I was really happy after leading worship. Felt so free letting God's anointing to flow among every worshiper in that very place of worship, though some families were not with us that day, yet we worshiped the Lord as one.

Since it's such a memorable day, I wanna record down the songs that I led
1) Prelude - Hosanna (bridge & chorus)
2) For All You've Done
3) God Of Ages
4) Change My Heart Oh God
5) Lord I Offer My Life To You

Sorry, my handphone captures blurry images only. Will remember to use a camera next time.

Faith + Hope + Love

2009-08-15T21:25:00.004+08:00

When I was a child,

I acted like a child

I thought like a child

I reasoned like a child

And when I became a man,

I put aside all my childish ways

But
"...only three things remain...

FAITH
+
HOPE
+
LOVE

But the greatest of these is LOVE."
1 Corinthians 13:13

Pics to share...

2009-08-07T22:06:00.004+08:00

So this is my life in KTT...

This is my apartment...clean?

It's not easy to find guys who can keep their place this clean ok?

My table...the smallest table in KTT...

Last Monday was "Chakdey India" organised by KTT's Indian Cultural Society...

"Chakdey" means go for it...so it means GO INDIA!!! (so happen I'm going India...)

I joined the "Kolam" Competition. "Kolam" refers to decorative artwork drawn on the floor in front of houses during special occasions...

Jane, Bibiana and I decided to give it a try...

From Left: Jane, Bibi, Edwin

The rest of those who took part...

When 2 poor-in-art people (Jane and I) and an ok-ok-in-art person (Bibiana) gather together, we produced a magnificent beautiful "kolam"...

(same concept as "-" plus "-" plus "neutral", it comes out "+")

Our masterpiece...

The results are not out yet...Do you think we deserve getting top 3?

Frankly speaking, I do think so...lol...
____________________________________________________________________

Last Thursday and Friday, some of us went to Methodist Nilai for Raymond Looi and Henry Chong Chinese Oldies Evangelistic Concert.

Some of the seniors went with us on the first day...The Chinese oldies were not that bad actually, in fact the songs were really nice when they were sung in a contemporary version...

I enjoyed Henry Chong's message, it really touched my heart. I absolutely love his mandarin, love the words he use, someday I want to be like him, speaking mandarin fluently...currently still speaking almost like a banana, still need more practice...

On the 2nd day, the seniors dumped us....Only Cheng went with us...I invited some of my non-christian friends and surprisingly, they accepted my invitation and went with us...Praise the Lord! God indeed answers prayers!

The message on Friday was even more powerful. Henry said that, "All religions teach us to be good people, but Christianity teaches us to believe in Jesus so that we can have eternal life and have a personal relationship with Him!"

Isn't that cool? Wow...

Before going back, we ceased the opportunity to take some shots with both singers...

____________________________________________________________________

This Monday KTT had Blood Donation Campaign organised by the Counseling Unit.

I wanted so much to donate blood...so I registered my name...

But I had a problem, I'm 45kg and the condition is above 45kg...

Aiyah, miss by a kg!

So, I went and ate biscuits and proceeded to the mamak stall and ate rice, hoping to increase a kg or at least half a kg...Daniel discouraged me, but I wasn't that easy to give up...

To cut the story short, I managed to pass the weight test!
My determination was paid off.

Unfortunately, I wasn't eligible to donate blood because I just had my hep B jab two weeks ago...

And yea, I just knew that my blood group is A...

So, this is my life in KTT. The end!

Struggles...

2009-07-23T08:59:00.002+08:00

Am I in the right place? Do I deserve it?

The 4 subjects here are really tougher than my 13 subjects in SPM.

What is this???

I spent two hours completing less than 10 Maths questions...!!!

I spent an hour trying to understand a subtopic in Physics...!!!

I spent two and a half hours studying a chapter in Biology and the next day I totally forgot whatever I have studied...!!!

Pray for me guys, I'm struggling here (which I knew I would go through it somehow)

Pray that I won't spend so much time in sleeping, blogging of course... (But I'm blogging for a good purpose)

P/S: Hey Living H20 youths start praying and fasting....40 Days only mah...

Nothing to do, so blog lo...

2009-07-14T22:03:00.002+08:00

Week 2 in college:

Made many new friends from almost every part of Malaysia. (especially from Sabah & Sarawak)

Went jogging (more of walking) with some friends.

Jogged up the hill and saw almost the whole Salak Tinggi.

Have classes from morning till evening, in between there's like 2 to 3 hours break.

Still faithfully attending Prayer Meet at 7.30am, the tasks given are so challenging!

Library is the best place to study, go online and yea, lepak...

Tampin, I'm coming home again this Friday... (stop smiling)

Kajang, you can cry now for I won't be coming back until Sept, I guess.

I miss Kajang home...miss Jusco Selatan, miss Metropoint, miss Metro Kajang...

Miss my piano...miss my mattress...miss TV...miss hearing Hillsongs...

Orientation Week...

2009-07-12T12:55:00.002+08:00

Tiring yet quite fun.

The last day was the best I should say.

The performances were breathtaking...

Goodness, what creative brains KTT students have!

Have no pictures to show...but I can say...

I have no regrets!

People would say it's in the jungle, it's a row of shophouses, bla bla bla...

Hey come on! Look at the bright side!!!

Best place to study and jogging too, I guess...

Be grateful la for getting this scholarship.

There are many more who are not as blessed as us!

No more teaching!!!

2009-07-12T12:20:00.000+08:00

Last Sat, it's a farewell for me from the Power Kids Department.

Will miss teaching my students...

I got this hand rest thing which is really nice...

Ouch it hurts!!!

2009-07-01T17:00:00.001+08:00

Couldn't even bite a vegetable stem.

This is the price I have to pay if I want to look good in future.

Life is not always a bed of roses.

There are always tough decisions to make.

It's up to you to choose and think if...

it is worth it...